Breathe [jungkook]

15: Help

BLACKPINK COMEBACK SLAY MY LIFE JSMFNDISNSN LOVE IT SO.MUCH IM DYING *actuallydead*

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"This is your food, guys." I said as I set the food down while the boys cheered at the arrival of the food. I chuckled softly as the boys took the plastic from me with a haste thanks since they were starving, including Jungkook.

He acted childish with his members. It was way different from how he act at home. It's a 180° different.

He smiled so big and sincere around them, the smiles that I could only see when he's around his members. I came here for that reason only.

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"What are you doing here ?" Jungkook asked me, whispered actually so the other members wouldn't hear.

He had pulled me to the corner of the practice room, standing so close to me as if he's doing something to me. He was doing something but what I meant was in affection way.

"I-I was bored staying at home alone, s-so, I came here." I stuttered. I couldn't help but to feel a little intimidated by his deep voice.

"Without telling me ?" he asked again, raising a brow that was frowning on his forehead.

"I-I messaged you, I swear." I told him, looking at him in the eyes to prove my reason. He still glaring into me as he hand went to grab his phone from his pants and looked over it to see a notification from me saying that i'm coming over, with a few missed calls also made by me.

"You did." his voice went higher a little, "Sorry, Haeri. I was just worried." he continued and left a peck on my forehead afterwards, which made me stunned.

He loves to see me suffer, do he ? Why pecking me when he doesn't even have any feelings towards me ?!

My face flushed. I felt like lashing at him right on the spot but there were other members in the room too.

"The members didn't know the truth of this marriage." he whispered into my ears with his arm around my shoulder, "well, all but one." he added before smiling sweetly at me, which I forcefully replied with the same smile.

An act. An act. An act. Keep it in your head. Don't forget that, Aurora.

I swear I could hear my heart breaking again.

I had put it together overnight and it always shattered on day. Jungkook's presence made me forgot everything and I'm the one who get hurt at the end. Why am I still hoping.

As my mood became more depressed, I had yanked Jungkook's arm from me unconsciously. My action had made Jungkook shocked while watching me heading towards other members.

"Do you guys want to eat ? I can go out and buy for all of us." I suggested with my fake smile.

An act. Put it together, Aurora. You can do it.

"Yes, please. Thank you so much, Haeri." a pale guy said with his deep-raspy voice. My eyes darted to him as he looked at me with such a meaningful gaze, which I couldn't decipher what was it.

"Y-yeah. No problem." I said while my eyes still attached on his dark ones before turning around and left the practice room.

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I watched as Jungkook playing around with his other members. His smiles once again shown which I could only watch from afar. I knew if I to appear around 25 radius around him, his mood shifted completely.