Breathe [jungkook]

17: Jealousy ?

"I'll help you, don't worry."

"Thank you, Yoongi."

"You only have me." he smiled softly before turning serious again, 

"But you also know that you can't hide this forever, right ?" 

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I gently closed the gate behind me as my head was still thinking about what I was talking with Yoongi. I bet my eyes already turned ugly after the crying earlier, but I still couldn't care less about that. All my head was thinking about was the conversation I had with Yoongi earlier.  

I weakly made my way to the front door and opened it. As I walked inside, I bumped onto something hard which made me yelped and stumbled back. I looked over it and there was Jungkook with his glory toned arms wrapped over his chest. He was scowling, he looked so angry. 

I was really shocked making me look at my time instantly.

12:45

Shit. I lost track of time.

"Where did you go, Haeri ?" he asked me darkly, making my heart pounding against my chest hard. My fingers squirmed together as my eyes looked everywhere but him. My actions made him looked into my eyes and noticed how puffy they were.

His tightened face turned soft, he unwrapped his arms from him and head towards me.

"What happened? Your eyes are puffy. Did something happened ?" he shot me questions, holding onto my arm gently but firmly. I quickly covered my face, mainly my eyes after he mentioned it.

"It-It's nothing." I pulled my arm from his grip. "I'm sorry, but I'm really tired now. Let's talk tomorrow, okay ?" I said before leaving him confused in the middle of the hall as I walked away to my room. 

I have to avoid him from asking me a lot of questions. All of the people I've unintentionally lied to, I don't want him to know this the most. I don't want him to get hurt. I might rather stay like this and suffer till the last of my breathe just so he won't get hurt by the revelation. 

Morning came by so fast. I didn't have a content sleep at all since I wake up to thinking about last night again. I don't feel like sleeping at all except for just shutting my eyes and let them rest. 

Despite the tiredness, I went downstairs preparing breakfast. Since Jungkook is here, I should do something for him so he would have some energy for his practices. My eyes were burning when I cooked pancakes on the stove. However I do, I couldn't sleep. My head was filling with noises.

"Haeri! What are you doing ?" I heard a voice but I was too weak to respond. I just felt a hand went over my small ones and shoved me aside slightly. My eyes went wide as I looked over Jungkook who was now taking over cooking the pancake.