Hello Angel [Suho]

十五

Suho
I feel so awkward today...

Cheonsa
What happened?

Suho
I was ordering pizza and this lady asked for my number

Suho
But I gave her the number to the pizza place instead of mine.

Cheonsa
Welp, sounds like no pizza for u

Cheonsa
McDonalds it is :)

Suho
Brb I feel like hurling myself to the moon.

Cheonsa
lololol

Suho
Stop laughing = _ =

Cheonsa
Come on~ don't transmit your negative energy to someone so innocent like me!

Suho
My life is already negative.

Cheonsa
That's not true ㅠㅠ at least you have friends, right?

Suho
What about you? Do you have a lot of friends?

Cheonsa
No...

Cheonsa
I'm used to being alone.

Suho
What a shame.

Cheonsa
Jeez ㅠㅠ you literally flung reality into my face...

Cheonsa
I'm just an undergraduate who is extremely dull and basic.

Suho
Can't relate, but sometimes...

Suho
...I just want to be alone.

Suho
People don't understand how I feel, but I know how they feel just by meeting their eyes.

Suho
It's different when I'm with you though.

Cheonsa
Then we should meet up in person! That way we can understand each other!

Suho
I'm not sure but... we need time to learn about each other first.

Suho
I keep wanting to know more about you, but I'm afraid to approach you.

Suho
Even still, I constantly look forward to seeing your face.

Cheonsa
I feel you.

Suho
Hm, I wonder what kind of world you live in.

Cheonsa
My world?

Suho
Do you mind telling me what it's like?

Cheonsa
...

Cheonsa
Well, it's... dark.

Suho
Dark? Are you... alone?

Cheonsa
Not when I'm texting you <3

Suho
Well, I guess I was worried for nothing. I'm sure you have a peaceful world of your own. 

Suho
I'm a bit jealous.

Suho
But that world is something I can never join because we're different from each other.

Cheonsa
But... your world is brighter than mine.

Suho
Everyone is special in their own way.

Suho
So I hope you don't belittle yourself too much...

Cheonsa
I feel sorry for you... to have a fan as hopeless as me.

Cheonsa
I hate myself because I'm aware that I'm nothing to you, yet... you still mean so much to me.

Suho
I want to understand you, Cheonsa. But is there something I have no knowledge of?

Suho
I don't mind you having so many secrets. They wouldn't do anything to harm anyone, right?

Cheonsa
...I hope not.

Suho
Hey. Don't blame yourself and cheer up for me, okay?

Suho
Anyway, are you going to sleep this time?

Cheonsa
I don't think I can sleep. I have a lot on my mind.

Suho
Don't think too much or else your brain will get tired.

Suho
Try counting or even better... listen to music.

Cheonsa
I guess music is the only thing that gets your mind off of everything else.

Suho
Yep.

Suho
Is it weird that I sing myself to sleep?

Cheonsa
I would love to see you do that haha

Cheonsa
Go ahead and sleep for me, okie?

Suho
Then, I'm off to bed. Good night.

Cheonsa
Night...

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