It's Dark Inside (Connor x Reader)

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Y/N

{Time Skip}

It was now Monday, I was on the bus to school. The bus was always noisy from everyone talking.

I got bored so I played on my phone maybe read some fanfic on Wattpad. As I looked through my library something hit me in the back of the head.

When I turned around I saw Ethan, we used to be friends but something happened in 8th grade, and we haven't been friends since.

The look on his face said it all, he smirked at me. "What do you want?" I looked him in the eyes.

He somehow managed his way into my seat. "Well, babe, all I wanted was your attention." He smirked.

"Oh ya, and your phone." In his hands he held my phone. "Hey give that back." Why was he doing this?

"Fine, I'll give it back but you have to let me have your homework and give me a kiss on the cheek." He wore a devilish smile.

"No." I said softly. "What's that babe?" I knew he could here me perfectly fine.

"No." I repeated. Right as I said that my phone got the notification of a text. Ethan looked at my phone then at me.

"Well wouldn't ya know, both of the freaks are texting each other." He laughed and his friends joined with them.

"Ethan, please, give it back know. I'm asking nicely." He looked at me with a pondered look.

"Y/N, cmon your smart enough to know that just cause you ask nicely doesn't mean you'll get your way."

He continued to fiddle with my phone. "Y/N." He called me and I looked up at him and I didn't say a thing, the truth is I couldn't do a thing.

That when it happened. He kissed me. I pulled away instantly, but he forced me closer to the wall of the bus by the window, he was closing in on me forcing him on to me.

His friends cheered him on. That's when I pulled my arms up and shoved him off the seat. "What the He**!" He yelled.

He threw my phone at breaking part of the screen protector. The bus pulled into the school.

I was quite, like I always was. What happened on that bus? He really kissed me. I wanted to punch him in his face. He had no right to do that to me.

He knew I didn't like it, how do people do that? Like how can someone push themselves on a person who is uncomfortable? It just doesn't make any sense.

I waited in the Cafeteria, I don't know why but I couldn't even look at my phone. That's when I got another notification on my phone, it was Connor.

I didn't bother to text back, I was out of it. The talking was so loud I could barley hear myself think. "Hey, Y/N." It was Evan. "Hey, Evan."

I smiled at him but he didn't smile back, he knew I was hiding something. "What's wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing..." I tried saying like nothing was actually wrong.

Before he could say anything else Ethan walked by him and his friends looked at his phone then back at me, he grinned.

"What was that about?" Evan asked. I didn't respond. As Ethan walked away we looked at each other.

Before Evan could as me again Jared walked over. "Hey, would ya look at that it's the two socially awkwards." Jared grinned.

"Hey look it's the one and only true weirdo." I said in reply. "Oh whatever." He smiled and sat down by me and Evan.

The bell ring and it was time to go to our lockers. I grabbed my stuff and turned around and I bumped into Connor.

I fell over on top of him on impact. We took a look at each other. That's when I was blushing so hard, but lucky my hair was covering my face.

He stood up first and held out his hand. "Sorry, Y/N." I accepted his hand and he pulled me up. "Why are you sorry?" I asked him.

"I just am, it was my fault." It wasn't his fault. "Connor, it's not your fault, it's mine." I told him and smiled. He hide his smile.

That's when I noticed Ethan and his friends were looking at us. I looked away like I didn't notice him.

I saw something odd in Ethan's eyes, something told me he was planning something, but I overthink things most of the time.

When I made eye contact with Connor again I didn't realize Zoe joined in. "Did you push Y/N, Connor?"

Oh no they were arguing again. "Zoe, don't worry about it, he didn't push me, I fell and he fell to." I reassured her.

"Oh, okay." She looked relaxed now. The three minute bell rang and me and Zoe headed to class.

{Time Skip}

Connor

I was English class when I thought of an idea, but this idea would never happen. The idea was stupid, I wanted to ask Y/N out.

While class went on and me not paying the slightest bit of attention, the thought stuck in my head.

If I ask her I could get rejected, if I get rejected it would be awkward between us. That's the major risk.

{Time Skip}

School was finally over and I went home. Zoe dropped me off, she went out with some friends, which included Y/N.

Finally I had some time to think. I sat up in my room, with my music blasting when I decided to turn it off.

After getting high, I had the guts to possibly ask Y/N out. I mean I'm already a loser to everyone else so nothing else would change.

I was going to do it. Tomorrow was the day I'd asked her.

Y/N

Zoe and I went out with some of her band friends. We hung out at the mall and got dinner afterwards. I had to head home early cause I was concerned about my homework.

I got a ride with one of Zoe's friends, his name was Tyler he was really nice. He told me about the time he had forgotten his instrument... I wasn't really paying attention to what he said actually.

All I could think about how I embarrassed myself this morning with Connor. That remained me about how Ethan was acting. I just need to forget about, he's a jerk and that's all.

We had finally arrived to my place, Tyler and I said our goodbyes. "See you around Tyler." I told him. "See you tomorrow Y/N." I opened my house door and walked inside.

Once I walked in I saw a note from my dad, it said Y/N, I'm at the Hansen's house right now, helping Heidi with something, if you need something just give me a call, love you sweetheart. - Dad

Dad was a firefighter but he also had a side job as a contractor. So that could be why he was helping Mrs.Hansen.

I went up to my room and called Evan. It only took a few seconds till he picked up.

"Hey." I said. "Hi. Oh Y/N I'm so glad you called. Could I ask you a question?" He sounded more nervous than usual.