Renjun's POV
i woke up, only to be greeted by the bright light from the sun. I yawned and got up, feeling two heavy things wrapped around my waist making me fall back on the bed. I looked to both my sides and gasped, screaming
Both boys who were sleeping peacefully beside me jolted and looked everywhere asking, "what's wrong?" at the same time. I continued screaming but it isn't really that loud anymore while looking at them
"Renny?" Jaemin asked, yawning cUteLy in front of my salad and i just sat there frozen, mouth wide open with Jeno doing the same. Who the heckity heck allowed him to be this cute early in the morning with his precious sMiLe?
Jeno snapped out of his train of thoughts and looked at me. Okay..? why are they staring at me now? What is it that i did wrong?? I suddenly heard some shuffles, indicating that one of them got up. "where are you going?" i asked Jaemin
"I'll just look for food, don't miss me too much my darlings" he winked and immediately ran to where the kitchen is. I almost choked-
suddenly, someone pulled me in their arms and i stared at the perfect face of the person. "w-what are you—"
"shh just let me hug you" Jeno stopped me from continuing my sentence and planted a goddamn kiss on my cheek.
i blushed at that and hid my face in his chest, i never knew being in his arms would be this much comfortable.. actually, being in both arms of jaemin and jeno is 10x much more comfortable
what am i even saying
"how are you feeling?" Jeno asked as he gently caressed my back, making me sigh. "i'm fine, just a little bit of headache" i replied
Jeno smiled warmly and looked at me. "did you take your meds yesterday?". i shook as a respone, i forgot to take it since the two came in
Jeno pouted and got up, making me whine to the lose of heat coming from him. "i'll go take your medicine" he said before vanishing in front of me. wait, does he even know where it's placed? huh nevermind. it's his problem if he's going to have a hard time in finding it.
i waited for almost half an hour and Jeno is not back yet, i furrowed my eyebrows and decided to finally get up and looked for the two missing people. When i reached the kitchen i heard two familiar voices, whispering to each other though i can still hear them
"Nana, i like you..."
"I- i like you too"
"But i also-"
I couldn't hear anything else when i started running back to my room, feeling my headache coming back. I felt tears rolling down my cheeks and i tried wiping them but gave up when they didn't stopped falling. Funny how both the people i love, loves each other. What should i do? Pretend i didn't hear anything? Tell them i don't want to be their friends anymore? Wait why would i do that-
"Renjunnie~"
shiet. i'm not in the mood to talk to anyone right now . I hid half of my face using the blanket and faced them. They both came inside and my eyes landed on their hands, intertwined together. jealousy rose inside me, damn this.
They were about to hug me but i stopped them using my hands. "I-i'm sorry but can you guys leave?" i tried not to stutter but i couldn't help it. My voice broke and i started crying again
Both of them seemed shocked and immediately rushed closer to me. "Guys please! j-just.. go" i might be overreacting but it just hurts-
right after i said those, they left with a confused, hurt and sad look.
then i suddenly remembered something wait no- not just something but i think the whole thing. from the time we were kids and the time i stopped visiting them when i got into an accident.
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i LOVE YOU GUYS SO FCKINF MUCH OMG IM SCREAMING
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH Y'ALL ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL IM GOING TO CRY KKAYDJS DON EVEN TELL ME THAT Y'ALL ARE NOT BECAUSE IM 100% SURE YOU GUYS ARE😤💞💕💘
HOW DID THIS GOT 3K READS AND 200+ VOTES???? DOSJS IM SO GREATFUL, HAPPY, GLAD AND ETC BECAUSE OF THIS
IM SO SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE- I HAD WRITER'S BLOCK AND CONSIDERING THAT EXAM'S NEXT WEEK- please pray for me lovely souls
this is probably just a filler too- and i decided i should make this uhm have more than 10 chapters :> when originally, this will only have 9 heh
