You looking my way made my heart flutter
U talk to me but all I do is stutter
I remember the day we laughed and you promised me you'll never leave my side
I think you caught me smiling a little too bright
I relived that moment all day and night
We could use some fun only if you'd like
You held my hand and I felt my knees getting weaker
Your breath on my flawed skin wasn't making it any better
I held back the truth and faked my best smile
Saying we're just friends and all is fine
But it'd be a shame if I said it didn't hurt me all the damn time
Everyday the same, I learnt to love my lie
It grew so dark, even drugs couldn't get me high
I tried my all to forget your euphonic voice
I did everything I could, kept feeding myself lies
That one day you'll love me too
But it's something you could never do
-20th June 2018 (3:56pm)
