Y/N POV
I wake up to the sound of the downstairs door opening and closing. I sit and wait for him to come up in bed with me but he doesn't. Great he's drunk. I walk downstairs to make sure he wasn't doing anything stupid like he usually does whenever he is drunk. I look to the couch but he wasn't there so I went into the kitchen and there he was sitting at the island with his head down
"Daniel?" I say
He looks at me with eyes full of water. Somethings wrong. He never crying when he's drunk
"Hey baby" he says
"What's wrong?"
I walk over slowly to him
"I'm not drunk" he says quietly
"Ok, are you ok?"
"No, I did something and now I can't even...ugh"
"What did you do?" I asked
There was a long pause until he got up and came right to me. He grabbed my face and gently kissed my lips. I'm worried that whatever he's gonna say it's not gonna be good. Just as he was about to talk my phone rings. I look to see who it is, it's Jonah. I go to answer it but Daniel grabbed my hand telling me not too. I did anyways
"Hey jonah" I say
"Hi Y/N, have you seen Daniel?" He asked with a angry voice
"Uh yeah, he's right here" I say
"I need to talk to him"
"Ok" I say while handing Daniel the phone
Daniel looks down while taking the phone from my hand. I started hearing Jonah screaming at him through the phone, I heard every word that he was saying. Words that I wanted to erase from my brain but couldn't.
"Jonah, I'm so so sorry. I didn't mean to d-" he was cut off by me grabbing the phone from him
"Jonah, what happened?" I say
"Y/N don't" Daniel says sadly
I ignore it
"You're fucking boyfriend is cheating on you with my girlfriend. I'm sorry that he didn't tell you and that I'm the one that had too" he says
I was frozen. couldn't move an inch
"Jonah can I call you later" I say quietly
"Yes of course you can" he says with frustration all through his voice
I hung up the phone and then there was just silence filling the room
"Y/-" Daniel tried talking but I didn't let him
"No, don't say another word" I say with so much hate and anger in my voice that I didn't even know I had until now
I walked up the stairs grabbed my suitcase and put everything I need to have until I come to get the rest of my stuff. After 7 minutes of being up stair by myself, Daniel came in the room slowly but making it clear that he wanted to talk
"Y/N please don't leave me. Please I need you, I need you so much. Oh god please don't. I love you so so so much" he says crying his eyes out
I just kept on packing up my stuff not caring about a word he was saying.
"Y/N please just talk to me, I need you to talk to me" he says
"I am the one that came home every night on time to cook dinner for myself because you were out at the bar getting wasted. I am the one who pays the bills and who cleans the house. I'm the one that supported you everyday with your music. I'm also the one that loved you each and everyday despite everything that you have done to me." I yelled "i forgave you for not being there for me even when I need you the most."
There was a long pause as he sat there looking at the ground
"I can't forgive you for this" I say crying
I continue packing more things into my suit case until it was full. Once it was full I grabbed my phone and walked out of the bedroom door. Daniel grabbed my hand and I looked at him
"Please don't leave me" he says
"I wasn't going to but now you have given be a reason too" I say pulling my hand away from him
I was almost out the front door when Daniel ran down the stairs trying to get me to stay but I wasn't going to, know matter what he said
"I love you" he says quietly
"You should've thought about that because I did love you now..I don't even know"
I walked out the door slamming it a little. I didn't know where I was gonna go, I didn't even have a car. Just as I was about to start walking down the dark street, Jonah calls.
"Hi" I say still crying
"I am coming to get you" he says " I will be there in 5"
"Ok" I say
5 minutes later Jonah was here and helped me put my stuff in the car. I get in and look out the window to my house and see Daniel in the window watching us. Jonah saw him but drove away because he knew if he didn't he would've gotten out and kicked his ass.
The car ride was silent until we were almost at Jonah's apartment
"Tate's not here if you wanted to know" he says
"Ok" I say quietly
We get to the apartment and Jonah helps with my stuff. I get inside and the place looks like it a hurricane came through here.
"Sorry about the mess. I was well taking my anger out" he says
I nod
"Y/N?" Jonah says with a soft voice
I turn to look at him and then end up running over to him. I start crying in his chest
"I'm so sorry" I managed to say
"Hey" he pulls me back to look at me "it's not your fault"
We stood there for a while. He was just holding me letting me cry my eyes out. All I could think about was how Daniel did this to me. I've done everything for him and now he broke me to pieces. I hate him for what he did but a part of me still loves him. I will never forgive what he has put me through
