Please Let Me Forget You

Two Sides Of You

My eyes wanted to cry. Cause, first he asks me out then kisses me then just totally doesn't let me at least tell him ANY answer.  But then again nothing was worth getting burned at the end. Justin kinda pulled my arm and asked......But before he even said anything my mind was clear and I said "i have to go to class I don't have time to deal with you." Walkling away from him was a really good feeling but wish it has lasted longer. Going into my 2nd hour everyone stared at me with all of them having little smiles on their odd faces. Until a random student told me "so your dating Justin." I was so mad when I knew that Justin had something to do with it and that even though I denied him he is still thinking he has hope. Then I told the student " I am not matter a fact I am really starting to hate the guy!" The storms did not end there. My friends well more of my best friend Callie was really mad at me. For what reason I don't know.  My day at school came crushing down until the last building crashed. At lunch I felt like we were all at war. Dylan was confused and justin was in between in Callie and I fuel. Callie is sometimes a difficult person bit I'll do whatever it takes to please her. In ways Callie can be different she can shut you down without any explaintion and just make you feel like a brick wall but I still love my best friend cause she's been the way there since day 1. I always got scared that middle school middle would be the end of our friendship but I always try as hard to prevent it even if in the process I get hurt. Her not talking to me made me feel like I was some kind of ghost in her shade. That even if I put myself out there her shade would still block me. Sometimes I rather just let her get the anger out then me pushing her into talking to me. 6th hour made me pop up like a ballon. Dylan was talking to Justin and turns out that justin was lying to Callie about the stuff I apparently said behind her back. At the timee I was in class then Jason came up to me and said that he overheard that was Justin telling Dylan. I freaked I knew that I had to tell Callie but was she ready to talk to me? Then afterwards I thanked Jason. The bell rang to go home I was ready to rush in before Callie did. But something else was in the way. Matt wanted to talk to me I knew that maybe Callie wasn't ready so I went off with him. Matt said"i know your having issues with justin right now but I just wanted to let you know that if you need anything I am Here for you." Then afterwarss said "I don't know if I am good at this but.."At first I though he was gonna ask me out but then I got a surprise of my own. He held me close to him looked into my eyes and kissed me. I gotta admit he was a good kisser. But then he said"waiting for an answer from you is everything I could ask for the girl I like!" Then Matt walked out. If I already thought there was already issues enough justin saw everything and he ran off. At home I was really confused.  Then this happened
   
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