no homo . jachary

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A/N: this is one LONG jump from last chapter. lets get started...

Day 83 PT.1

Zach

Zach
jack

Zach
jack

Zach
jack

Zach
help me please

Zach
i can't fucking breathe i'm cryif

Zach
i can't do it

Zach
i need you

Zach
Jack please

Zach
i cadht fuckfjng stop crying

Zach
i want you back i'm sory i'm sorry i missed yu everyday

Zach
Jack please

Zach
i feel like i'm gonna die

Zach
i know you can see this
Seen 10 minutes ago

Jack
don't fucking talk to me

Zach
jack...

Jack
remember what i said?

Zach
of course i remmber

Jack
i'm. not. helping.

Zach
i can't believe you

Jack
says the one who wanted a break first

Zach
it hurt me

Jack
and you think it didn't hurt me?

Jack
Zach i have NO ONE. no one cares about me, you think that that only affected you? my parents have no contact with me, i have no lover, i have no friends, everyone i get close to i push away because of my anxiety. maybe you should just stop being a selfish fucking asshole because i have feelings. i'm not your fucking therapist! it felt like i was being stabbed every day, do you know how much i missed talking to you? i soon got bored... and there were things i did i shouldn't have. then you decide after 34 days to text me again?!

Jack
don't talk to me

Zach
jack i said i was sorry... and i know. i know, i know i'm selfish and that i fucked up. i felt like you were in my personal space so i pushed you away and i regretted it from day one.

Zach
34 days later and i'm finally asking for your help and you decide to push me away

Zach
i know i deserve it

Jack
yeah, you do

Zach
it hurts Jack

Jack
what?

Zach
i locked myself in the bathroom for 30 minutes

Jack
well don't hurt yourself. you're an ass but i don't want you dead

Zach
i'm not gonna fucking hurt myself. it's been enough pain and even if i wanted to "hurt myself" all it would do is take the pain away.

Jack
i'd regret everything

Zach
you don't regret it now?

Jack
we'll have to see

Zach
my phone's at 19%. just talk to me on the phone to me before it dies please... i miss you so fuckin much and everything hurts

Jack
whatever

Zach
jack please

Jack
i can't stand you. just text me

Zach
you're fucking useless i hate you

Jack
but you miss me?

Zach
i miss everything

Zach
i want normal friends,  a normal family, a normal relationships, i just wish everything was all normal

Jack
wanting isn't going to change shit

Zach
i know

Zach
he keeps banging on the bathroom door i can't get out

Jack
your dad?

Zach
yes dumbass

Jack
is there a window?

Zach
yeah. i'm on the top floor

Jack
climb out of it

Zach
i can't do that! you're insane... you want me dead don't you. i have no strength

Jack
just open it

Jack
what do you see?

Zach
the roof

Jack
is it reachable?

Zach
i don't know... i have small limbs

Zach
you want me to climb down there?

Jack
just try

Jack
Zach?

Jack
you okay?

Jack
Zach

Jack
fuck

Jack
fine you needy asshole i'm calling you

A/N: posting the next chapter when this story hits 5k views. it has 4.9k at the moment