Never Thought

#11. Permission

Beam's POV

We ended up had sex. Unlike the night before, he did me gently last night. Lucky, it's Sunday, so I can take a rest.

He just slept for three hours, 'cause he had a big assignment. He went at seven so he wont meet Kit and went home right away just to keep working on the assignment.

I feel bad.

I didn't know his assignment is that many, yet I seduced him.

It was the second time he has to sneaked out of my room. Maybe I should not meet him tonight, 'cause everytime I meet him, I'll end up panting under him.

Shit. I always lose my sanity around him. I even admitted that I like that big thing. I really hate myself. I'm sure it's just lust. I don't love him. No way.

But why cant I keep my mind away from him? Why do I like to hear his voice? Why am I always shy when he touches me?

***

3rd Person's POV

"Oh, hi, former Casanova."

Beam was frowned. He was thinking about what kind of greeting he got from Kit on this daylight?

"Former? I still am."

"Really? I thought there's only one person can make you act this weird."

"What is it?" Asked Pha.

"Your best buddy here, met up with the Engineering's last year Moon. Last year." Kit repeated the 'last year' to make it clear whom he's talking about.

"Forth?" Asked Pha.

"Yup."

"Guys, we just met casually, okay? Nothing happened." Beam did his best to keep his cool.

"Really? Then why are you still wearing that turtleneck?" Kit continued.

"I.. I-"

"Next time, put some concealer on your marks. You cant say you are sick forever." Said Kit with sarcasm tones.

Pha laugh so hard, so hard till he hit Kit's back.

"For real, Beam. It's Forth?" Asked Pha, still curious about it.

"Shut up. The movie starts."

Pha laughed quietly. He actually doesn't want to think that it's Forth, but he'll laugh it off, for now.

***

"We should talk about this. I'm serious." Said Pha, so sudden to be this serious.

"Is it really Forth or not?" He asked again.

Beam sighed.

"No. Nothing happened between us."

"Seriously, asshole!" Kit was so impatient till he peeked up Beam's turtleneck forcefully.

Beam tried to avoid it but it was too late, and Pha hurriedly held Beam's hands.

What they saw after that left them dumbfounded.

Beam's neck was full of purplish hickeys.

"Beam! Tell us!" Pha was being hysterical. He never saw Beam has this kind of marks. It was too deep and more than two just around his neck.

"Shit. Fuck." Beam could only swear.

The two med students were still checking Beam's neck like it was an autopsy.

"Stop it guys." Said Beam, swatted his hands all the way.

"My God.. Beam." Said Pha in disbelieve.