Michael POV:
Afta MeMe basically chewed my ass out...I went to my room. I know B wanna beat my ass and Ion blame her. I stand in front of tha door thinkin' if I should knock or not. I forgot my room card. But I remembered what MeMe said. So I knocked. She opened tha doe and tried to closed it back but I stopped it and walked in
Me: "B. Can we talk?"
Bresha: "Bout what? Huh? Oooo I know. Let's talk bout tha fact dat chu fucked anotha bitch. MOE than once. Oh! Hea's anotha topic. Tha fact dat chu LIED ta me bout where you was goin'. Oh look! Hea's anotha one! Tha FACT dat CHU got dis HOOOE...callin' yo mothafuckin' phone callin' ya "beybe" and shit and dat she "wants" you"
Me: "I'm sorry, B. I didn't think-"
Bresha: "Dats juss it. You didn't think! Yeen ain't think you would caught. Well ya know what...ya did"
Me: "Bresha. I'm sorry. I ain't mean to hurt chu. I fucked up. I fucked up big time. I know you wanna beat my ass right now-"
Bresha: "You mothafuckin' right I wanna beat ya ass. I'm doin' er'thang I can NOT ta do it. ESPECIALLY since ya right hea' in front of me in dis damn room"
Me: "I undastand that. I feel like shit. Why I did it? Ion know. I was caught up in tha moment. I'm sorry. I know you gave me yo trust and I fucked it over. I made a promise to you...and I'm still gon' keep it."
Bresha: "Michael. You hurt me. I went through dis shit in tha past and ya know it. I damn sho' don't wanna go through it again. Yeen ain't no different from dem otha niggas I been wit"
Me: "I am different from them other niggas"
Bresha: "You'ont seem no different. Do ya know what it feels like ta get hurt? Mhmm?"
I juss look down then back at her cuz I can't answer that question
Bresha: "Of course ya don't cuz you're tha one causin' it. Out of...every otha bitch you been wit. Ya hurt me? *sniffles* But yet...ya love me. If dis...is love. Then I wanna know what hate feels like. Matta fact. I take dat back. If dis is love. Ion want it"
She walks off but I grab her arm
Bresha: "Lemme go Michael"
Me: "Nah. Listen to me"
I sat on tha bed and sat her beside me and turned her so she can face me
Me: "I do love you, B. I love ya too much to lose you. 'Iight. I admit. What I did was stupid as fuck and selfish. I was only thinkin' bout myself and not considerin' yo feelings. Bae, I swear on everything that I won't do this shit no moe. Look at me" I said turnin' her face towards mines "I'll do any and everything to keep you here wit me"
Bresha: "Michael. I. Can't. Trust. You." She said said clappin' with each word
Me: "I know. And that's my fault. But I'm willin' to do whatever it takes for you to trust me again"
She's juss lookin' at me in my eyes. In hers, I see tha hurt I caused cuz I was bein' stupid. I wouldn't be in this situation if I just stopped. But noooo. Me bein' tha old Michael, I kept goin'. I stood up and laid Bresha down and got on top of her
Me: "Forgive me. Please." I said in between kisses
She didn't kiss me back
Me: "I'm sorry. I'm really. Really. Sorry" I said in between kisses
She kissed back this time. Even though she was cussin' my ass out and hittin' me tha whole time I knew it was outta anger. So I just let her do it. But ya know tha rest right
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Instant Love {August Alsina Story}
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