Instant Love {August Alsina Story}

¤ 41 ¤: Cont.

August POV:

I get up and walk outta Kirk's room cuz Mariah ain't finna ignore me like she is. When I walk in, she instantly starts mean muggin' tha fuck outta me. Like damn! If looks could kill, I would be dead right na.

Me: "Aye. Can y'all leave so I can talk ta ha."

Bresha: "Suuure. Bye."

Mariah: "Tell Kirk and Mike I said heller *laughs*"

Janae/Bresha: "*laughs* ''Iight."

When dey leave, she looks at me and rolled ha eyes. She grabs tha room card and walks out. I count ta ten and open tha doe and call ha name juss ta see if she would answer

Me: "Mariah"

No answer

Me: "Mariah!"

No answer. I jog down tha hallway, pick ha up, throw ha ova my shoulder, and walk back towards tha room. She's kickin' and shit trynna get down and pushin' on my back and shoulder. But it aint workin'. I'm too strong fa ha ta get down

Mariah: "August put me down!"

Me: "Oh so na you wanna talk. Where's tha card?"

Mariah: "Put me down"

Me: "Mariah. Where's. Tha card"

Mariah: "Put me tha fuck down, August. I will bite tha shit outta you"

Me: "I still ain't puttin' yo ass down. Ya know what..."

I put ha down and pinned hands ta tha wall wit one hand and used tha otha one ta look fa tha card

Mariah: "What chu doin'?"

Me: "What does it look like...?"

I reach in ha shirt and pull out tha card. I threw ha back ova my shoulder, opened tha doe, walk in, and put tha card on tha counter. I walked ta tha bed, let ha go, and pinned ha down

Mariah: "Get off me! Let me go!"

Me: "Nah. Yeen ain't finna ignore me. You're gonna listen. And you're gonna listen good. We ain't finna be in tha same fuckin' room and yeen ain't talkin' ta me. You are gonna talk. And you're gonna talk ta'day"

I was so annoyed, my accent came out. Strong. Dat rarely happens

Mariah: "'Iight. Ya want me ta talk. Fine. I'll talk. I wanna bust you in yo shit. You lied ta me. You kept it a secret. Did I fa'get ta mention you kissed tha hoe! There ya go. I spoke ta you. Ion wanna talk ta you, August. Go talk ta dat bitch Kelly since you like talkin' ta ha so fuckin' much" She said calmly

Count ta ten, August. Breath, August. Keep yo coo', August. Afta I calmed down I juss looked at ha

Me: "Why'd you have my phone, anyway?"

Mariah: "Didn't I juss tell you Ion wanna talk ta you?"

Me: "Mariah. Answer. Tha question."

Mariah: "Cuz I thought it was mines. It was pissin' me tha fuck off so I answered it. But dat doesn't matta, August. What mattas is tha fact dat chu kissed anotha bitch. You shoulda juss tol' me tha day it happened. And tha fucked up part bout dis whole thang is dat it was prolly tha same day we came hea'. Cuz dat same night we fucked. And it felt different. I shoulda known sum'n' was up wit chu."

She had dis look of hate in ha eyes. I coulda been dead like five times cuz tha looks she givin' is killin' me frfr

Me: "Imma be real wit chu. It was and I felt guilty. I'm sorry. I really am. Look at me"

She's not even lookin' at me. She has ha head turned lookin' at tha wall

Me: "Mariah. Look. At me"

She turns ha head and looks at me. Ha hazel eyes are red. Dis is what I was tryin' ta avoid. But no. I kissed back

Me: "Babe. I'm sorry. I shoulda stopped and pushed ha away but I didn't. I know you hate me right na and you have every. Reason. Ta hate me. I'm not trynna fuck up what we got cuz I love what we have and I love you. I know yo trust fa me is out tha doe and prolly will be fa awhile. I'm not tryin' and Ion want ta hurt chu in anyway, MeMe. It's gon' take a whooole lot moe fa you and I ta separate. I'm not gon' let chu go dat easy. Like I said last night, Ion plan on lettin' ya go anytime soon and I meant dat. We been ta'getha fa seven and a half months. I ain't finna let seven and a half months go down tha drain, Mariah. I know I hurt chu. It hurts me ta see ya hurt. I'll neva do dat again. I'll cut off all communications wit ha. Period."

She's juss starrin' at me. I honestly felt bad dat I didn't tell ha from tha jump. Tha old August really wouldn't give a fuck. But I actually have someone dat I love. I can't lose dat. Besides my family...she's tha best thang dat eva happened ta me. In a long time

Mariah: "Aug. I love you, too. But chu was gonna keep dat from me. If I kissed anotha nigga, you woulda been pissed tha fuck off. You would been a billion times worse. You prolly would beat tha life outta him then come back and explode on me. I juss want honesty. Dats all I want. Please? Can ya juss give me dat?"

I juss nod my head and wipe tha tears off ha face. I lean down and kiss ha and she kisses me back. Ya know tha rest right.

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He man handlin' folks

Somebody tried to carry me like that

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