Apology

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So in September of 2017, I need to apologize for that time frame.  I didn't remember or acknowledge that period in my life or I tried not to, including the littlest details.

There really shouldn't be an excuse for how I acted, and no, for people who are STILLLLL asking:
I am not the real Jeff the Killer.

But the way I let myself go off occasionally in 2017 September-ish, i probably seemed violent enough to be.

Before continuing, I really want to apologize to Sally_And_Charlie and anyone else who took my excessive "Roleplay" output personally.   Nothing was ever ment to attack you, only the character anyone played, in which sometimes I'd seemingly lash out things randomly.

We'd say violent and profane things through my account @Jeff_Bloody_Killer.

As a bit irritating it may be, I'm gonna explain "we", again.

BEFORE THIS THO, IF YOU WANT TO SKIP THE EXPLANATIONBEHIND MY CEAZY STUPID ASS 16YEAR OLD SELF, Sally_And_Charlie PLEASE SCROLL TO BOTTOM, THEN.

I have split personalities (I swear I need a warning tag on my account whenever people text/roleplay with me here).

There's me. Yep I'm a weird wimp that is also a weeaboo and otaku and geek and gamer(future occupation I swear (̿▀̿ ̿Ĺ̯̿̿▀̿ ̿)̄). I love to be bubbly and curious and wander and I talk fast sometimes and I poke into everything on accident sometimes.  I'm clumsy and shit. Also, I deal with constant and random depression, suicidal thought, and staying clean from cutting or self harm in general is pretty damn hard.   I hate pity as much as the rest of my personalities.  It pisses me off.  Whatever. Moving on

Alex. She/he (unclear to determine gender but mostly is masculine) is sadistic and masochistic. S/he has a knack for extremely violent ways of talking, fantasizing, and visioning. S/he bullies me as well as, strangely, protects me.  In visual. Here's kinda how it feels like to me:

 Here's kinda how it feels like to me:

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