28-06-2018
High,
I think I'm feeling high
but I don't know why
'cause I didn't do drugs.
Oh I remember
I went to, maybe a bar
but I didn't drink enough
I was still sober when I called.
Last I remember
I was crying on the phone
holding down myself,
glass shards everywhere
and I didn't even care
And I threw up
on my bedroom floor
my kitchen still smell of smoke
promised I'd find my pills someday,
but I guess I just forget.
I promised that I never do drugs
but I'm feeling so high and too lost,
And some white powder's on my table
snort, snort, I hear people screaming
and I force some water
down my throat that's choking,
can't feel no one anymore
just my migraine and my heart
thump, thump, thump
beat, beat, beat
bruises forming and my skin weeps.
No, I didn't do drugs
Naaah I won't do drugs;
swimming heavy in the atmosphere
the nurse figures I need some air.
Shh…the morphine is here!
……………………………………………
What even is this?? I have no idea and none for why i even put it up but here it is so please bear with me. This is again inspired by a fic from AO3 and i also again don't remeber the name but maybe it was "A Love Like War", maybe. If someone has read that fic plz let me know if they think this poem resembles Louis's past.
Ok so i know last poem and this one ends with lines having morphine but guys.. uggh check the dates there's a lot difference still!!
Anyways thought??
Please comment.
Now please do read my books CRIMINAL TONGUES and SLEEPING PILLS if you haven't. I've also recently added playlists for both.
Hope ypu have a peaceful day.
B 😃😄
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