Alex or him

F•O•U•R•T•E•E•N

D/so??

Y/I let me think of it please

D/alright baby I gtg

I left back to class then thought of this all day

I got home and went through Instagram

I got a message from Alex on Snapchat so I opened it

(Ok ok it says 2:01 just ignore that)

He looked so hot I couldn't

Snapchat-Alex🤧
Y/mmmm
A/;) so you like it
Y/lmao I love it
A/haha
Y/I love you so much it's unhealthy
A/that's not possible
Y/but it is
A/alright sure
Y/haha
A/I have to go get changed now
Y/ok bye bby
A/bye bby

I stopped texting him and put my phone down

I laid on my bed and started thinking

Alex

Or

Him

I love them both truly and it's gonna hurt me

I don't wanna pick

Diego texted me

D/can I come over
Y/sure

Diego got to my house and we talked and laughed he put his phone on my bed and went to the bathroom

I got on his phone just for fun

I went to Instagram dms

I clicked on one

As I read this I felt like crying

I checked the date of when this all was and

It was when we were dating

Claire-C

C/hey daddy's how was your day
D/good babe and yours
C/fine but I need you with me
D/aww I'm so happy your mine babygirl
C/I'm happy I'm yours too

Tears ran down my cheeks

Diego walked in

D/oh shit what's wrong

Y/Claire

D/what

Y/you cheated on me when we were dating

D/I know baby it was a fucking mistake I know it was horrible and I fucking hate myself for it

Y/how do I know your not just saying that

D/look

He showed me scars on his arm

Y/Diego wtf

D/I cut myself because of that I hate myself for it

D/you don't deserve me go with Alex to prom please