Alex or him

T•W•E•N•T•Y•S•I•X

April 20th, 2019

y/n pov

i was aching, i was in excruciating pain, my lower body hurt, all i felt was water? pee? come out of my yk. I walked to the bathroom trying not to make to much noise for I didn't wanna wake Alex. But then there it was, me yelling trying to grab on to something.

A/ BABY where are you

I continued screaming and crying

A/ here, whats wrong

Y/ the babys coming NOW

Alex ran to to get his shoes and the car keys. He helped me get in the car and drove off to the hospital

Few minutes pass

we arrive at the hospital

A/DOCTOR I NEED A DOCTOR NOW PLEASE

D/yes im here whats wrong Mr.Guzman

A/ the baby is coming doc we need to treat Y/n right now

D/ lets take her to the room then

as they toke me to the room and had me lay on the bed a bunch of nurses came in grabbing and attaching things to me.

I held alex's hand during all of this for I was truly scared and worried

11:29 pm

i truly didnt want the baby born on 4/20 even though she was a few inches from being exposed to life I tried holding her in

*just a few more mins*

I told myself for more than 20 mins

I look at the time and there it is 11:59 pm

one more min

A/baby can you hold it in still

Y/ anything for our beautiful daughter

1 2 : 0 0 a m

clock struck midnight and there I went yelling squeezing alex's hand

the doctors came to treat me

nurses helping

and before you knew it

there she was

our beautiful first born daughter

Juliana

the doctors toke her before i could see her

something was wrong

she wasnt breathing

alex was pushed out the room and I was put to sleep

6:36 am

I woke up to see alex laying on the stretcher next to me and my daughter in a plastic box with holes around it and tubes that lead onto her arms and chest.

I pushed the button that called for nurses

N/ yes ?

Y/ my daughter, what did you do to her

N/ her nose didnt work properly, she would have died without us, we toke her to the surgery room and seperated her nostrils, they were stuck together which was causing her not to breathe right, we saved her.

Y/ but why, why the tubes

N/ those are to give her air and help her practice breathing until we see shes ready

Y/ ready for what exactly

N/ well her nose didnt work right and therefore not letting her breathe nor learn how to, these tubes are allowing her to learn soon shell be ready to breathe on her own without a tube till then

Y/ oh- my poor poor baby how could something like this happen to such angel

N/ we dont know ma'am but lets call her our miracle

Y/ miracle? why

N/ during the surgery we lost her for a good 3 hours after this lady came toke you baby to the room where we keep the dead babies, once she picked her up she said the words "You shall learn to breathe and you shall learn to wake from this short nap we have called death" after your daughter started moving we checked her pulse and everything she was good

Y/ miracle my god

N/ yes i know, shes one strong baby

Y/ i suppose she is

N/ mm well if you dont mind I should be heading out the doc should come shortly

The nurse left and the doctor came handing me Juliana's birth sheet and her surgery papers. as well as some extra tubes so she can breathe.

alex woke up and kissed my forehead and went to go hold the babies hand through the holes on the plastic box.

A/ god

Y/what

A/she looks just like you, beautiful

Y/ does she now

A/she has your lips

Y/how does she seem

A/perfect baby perfect

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Days passed and soon we went home

4/24 we arrived at our house

Y/ help me with julie please

A/ yeah

alex toke julie to her room and i followed behind him.

he laid her in her crib and kissed her goodnight

we went to our room and got comfy in pjs

as i laid down i told alex about how lucky i was to have such a perfect life

he hugged me and soon enough i was out like a light

the next day i woke up to silence, peace and it felt amazing

i looked to my left and alex was gone

i got my robe and went to juliana's room

searching endlessly she wasn't there either.

I ran down stairs and there they were s

alex sitting on the couch holding julie in his arms

Y/ you look like an amazing dad you know

i said as i continued walking down the steps

A/and you look..no are an amazing mom

Y/ i love you

i went and kissed alex

he grabbed the side of my cheek and kissed back

I kissed julie and went to make breakfast

"where there is love there is life"

It was true, there was love in this house and now there is a new life in here too.

my life was perfect

i had everything i needed and more

everything i wanted

everything a girl could ever want in their life.

i was so lucky

"perfect life"

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a/n

so i tried making this long for you guys because i haven't been on for a while but anyway hope you enjoyed its currently my birthday 4/21 :)

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