Through The Window...

All Hello's End With Goodbyes..

~3  months later~

S e a n ' s  p o v

As I sat on the floor surrounded by big tan boxes and trash bags full of shit I realized that this was it..I was leaving Los Angeles because of someone blackmailing me. Stupid reason I know but my mom insisted that we needed to leave for my safety. But on another sad note..I haven't talked to Kaycee in 3 months..which I feel really really really bad about..I shut her out of my life and I could never tell her why.

"Sean!..the truck's here" Serris yelled from downstairs

"Be down in a sec" I yelled back as I made sure everything was packed

~45 minutes later~

All the boxes were in the truck except one..but this one was special..it was a memory box that I was gonna give to Kaycee if I ever did leave but I didn't think it would be so soon.But I think I'm just gonna leave it by her door, ring the doorbell and run to the car

"Sean! come on we gotta go!" My dad yelled

"Ok ok!" I yelled back

"Goodbye window..thank you for showing me Kaycee.. you're the reason I fell in love" I said to myself

I grab the box and write "My explanation + All our memories "  on the top as drops of tears fall onto the box. I quickly wipe them and run downstairs..for the last time

"I'll meet you guys in the car" I said tapping the box

"Ok don't be too long" My mom said locking the door

I walk over to her their door and take a deep breath before ringing the doorbell..I rung it..I was just frozen..so I didn't move..I just hoped Kaycee wouldn't answer

"Oh...it's you" 

Kylie.. 

"Can you please just give this to Kaycee?" I asked genuinely 

And with that, she grabbed the box and slammed the door in my face..great way to say goodbye

K a y c e e ' s  P o v

These past couple months have been really hard for me..Physical therapy is draining me and I have no one to help me with it. Kylie's in college and so is Devon so I don't have my siblings around that much..Bailey is on house arrest..and Sean disappeared. I remember the night when we went to a party and Jack showed up..but at the end of the night we had fun because we went to the psychic.. she said that we would get married. But then she told Sean that we had to watch out for a girl in a blue bathing suit..which was bailey. But the only thing that happened was Bailey almost killed us..then Sean killed my love for him

"Knock knock" Serris said holding a box

"Hey" I said patting the spot on my bed next to me

"Someone dropped this off for you" she said leaving it in my doorway

Weird..she usually stays with me when I get presents...I grab the box and read the top

"My explanation + All our memories" I read to myself

I closed my door and sat on my bed preparing to open the box..which I hoped was from Sean. On the very top laid an envelope that wrote "To the love of my life"..just reading that made me start to cry. 

"Dear Kaycee,

                        I am truly sorry for closing you out of my life..I would never do that to you if I didn't have a reason. The day we got our boots fitted Bailey escaped from house arrest and most likely stole a phone to text me. She said that if I ever spoke to you again I would never see you again..and I never want anything like that to happen to you. I promised you I would never treat you like Jack treated you..but now I feel like I treated you worse. I told my mom about Bailey blackmailing me about 3 weeks after the first text..she insisted we move..so that's what we did..I'm on my way to Florida when you see this. Here is a box full of memories..I hope to see you again one day..I really do. For the last time..My princess..I love you with all my heart 

You can break my heart in two, but when it heals t beats for you

                                                                                     -Sean"       

That's what it wrote..but he didn't leave did he?..I would have heard it..I look out the window to see no cars..Sean's curtain wasn't up anymore..and Mrs Lew didn't have her swing below the tree. They did leave..he didn't even say goodbye..I look through the box and see the polaroid pictures we took on new years..but what caught my eye was a necklace..it was my necklace that I left at Sean's house. The one that says but when it heals it beats for you..I've been looking for this for months

"You ok Kayc?" I heard my sister ask from the outside the door

"Yeah I'm fine" I said between sniffles

"If you need me I'm here" she said genuinely

"Thanks" I said as I continue to look in the box

The picture I took of our hands when we were in the hospital was laying on the bottom.. and a picture of us at dance practice..as well as the picture we took when we were eight..

~

I finished reading all of the notes and looking at all of the pictures and of course by now I was balling my eyes out. All the thoughts came rushing through my head..What if I never see him again..what if he left because of me, not bailey..maybe he never loved me.. I hated this feeling..I really loved him..and now he's just gone. The guy that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with..was gone..forever..and all because of a

"Stupid window!" I yelled throwing a pillow at it

I  buried my face into my carpet and just cried and cried until I just couldn't take it anymore. I through the box to the other side of the room and tore down everything he had ever given me..to the point till I fall onto my knees and just as myself..why?..why did I fall in love with the boy next door..why did I fall in love with the boy I saw Through the window

A/n Well.. 

"All those years ago"

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