LEONARD POV
what did he just say?
"wh ..what?" I stammered.
"your secret homosexual tendencies" he replied. oh. my. god. how did he know? how??? he is too smart. I look up at him through my web of tears to see him gazing down on me... no. stop. he's not into me. he's straight! he goes out with Amy he's not interested in me. a part of me wants to just lean in a few inches and kiss him, but the logical part of me says no. he'll never like me again. despite what he says deep down he's my friend. I just wish.....he was more. much more. I would love him to just fuck me on this couch right here right now. I don't care.
"ummm... what do you..you mean Sheldon?" I asked urgently.
"well I borrowed your laptop the other day. your keyboard is in a state by the way. I found your internet history. you need to try to hide the gay...umm... adult content."
Jesus. I forgot about that. I forgot I had looked up gay porn. I was just trying to figure it all out.
"okay fine sheldon" I said,standing up. "fine. I am gay. I like men! but please don't tell anyone. please?"
Sheldon looks at me with a look of pure horror on his face. oh no. he's against gay people. I new it i shoudkt have given in. fuck fuck fuck!!!! but, what comes out of that beautiful mouth is something I least expected.
"Leonard..... I was kidding about the porn ......"
