I miss you Beyblade burst Shu Kurenai x Reader

Torn

(Warning this part is dealing with depression and stuff like that)
"Depression. Depression is when someone doesn't seem happy there sad and you could say torn on the inside." As there was a speaker at the school to talk about depression and stuff as Shu was tired and he was sitting by the Bey Club as he knew he was depressed. It was because of them his parents they had been the meanest people on earth
~Flashback~
"Please don't go!!" A smaller Shu cried as he grabbed his mother and started to cry then it happened he got slapped by his father "You know better then to whine you sound like a little girl!!" His dad yelled at him as he put his head down and let go of his mother a couple minutes later they left this started when he was 7 his parents started to leave on 'Business Trips' as he covered his cheek and watched as they got into there car and left he walked to his room and sat down and as tears ran down his cheeks he was sobbing loudly as he kept saying the same thing "I-I-I hate them" he said between sobs from that moment on he cried himself every night he was a different person every day during the day he was a happy boy but when the night set in he was a unhappy boy always sad he never thought his life would be like this the only time his parents came back was when they needed to get new clothes they were there when he was at school they only cared about them self's they never cared about there child that they wanted to have
~End of Flashback~
Shu had totally zoned out not listening to the speaker as then he snapped out of it when it was over the rest of the day was just a blur he was in a trance just a lost soul as he felt sometimes on his shoulder he turned to see [Y|N] he wanted to tell her about what he went through as a kid his parents and his depression but he couldn't she could never understand she was a happy girl and she was in a great family she was always happy and when he was around her he felt happy he loved her and he just wanted to break down he put on a fake smile and he didn't hear what she said as she walked away he felt the tears in his eyes he wiped them away and walked home as he walked into his house he put down his stuff as he felt the urge to just sleep so he did and when he woke up he seen a that his phone had 20 missed calls from [Y|N] he called her back she said that she had trouble with math and she needed his help and he told her he couldn't he was tired and she was OK she just wanted to ask him if he was OK about Spryzen but she didn't as he hung up he fell back asleep....
Done I'm rushing rn lol