I miss you Beyblade burst Shu Kurenai x Reader

Alone again

When you woke you seen a sleeping Rantaro as you curled into his chest hearing his heart beat when he woke he said
"Y\N you ok?" As he stroked your H\C hair as you laid there he knew you were awake as there was silence as you hot up and walked out as you walked to the stadium in the woods you didn't practice all you did was look at the sky as then the deer came up to you as you looked at it its ear flicked as you started to cry again as you felt empty alone again as you went back to the dorms you went into the cafeteria as you sat with Rantaro and Valt you watched as Valt demolished his food you just took a bite of your food then left you he the rest of your food to Valt when you got back to your room you opened the door and closed it as you locked the door you looked around your room as you found it a razor blade as you silently cried you made a small cut on your arm as you looked at the small cut slowly you cut more small cuts as then there was a knock at the door as you his the razor blade and covered your arms with a sweatshirt as you opened the door you seen Rantaro he had a piece of beybread in his hand as he walked in he sat with you on your bed he handed you the bread "I'm not hungry" you said as you shoved it back into his hands as he looked at you concerned "Y\N you  barley ate today you need to eat" as he tried to give you the bread again as you looked at him you said "IM NOT HUNGRY!!" As you tried to give it back to him "Y\N YOU NEED TO EAT!!!!" he yelled at you he got up and closed the door as he threw it at you again "RANTARO I SAID IM NOT HUNGRY!!!!!" "Y\N you need to eat" as he sat back down on the bed as you turned away from him as he pinned you on your bed he tried to force feed you as you pushed him off "Rantaro stop now get out!!!!" As he looked at you he said "Y\N I'm sorry" he put his head in his hands as he slumped over he started to sob quietly as you laid by him you ran your fingers on his shoulder "Rantaro?" You said with a shaky voice as he turned to you he whipped his eyes as you took off the sweatshirt as he seen the cuts he gasped as he gently grabbed your wrists as he looked at the small cuts he looked at you concerned "Y\N...." As he hugged you, you hugged back gripping his jacket as you pulled away he kissed your lips as he laid down with you on top of him as he touched your back as he looked at your E\C eyes as he said "Y\N I need you" as you looked into his brown eyes you seen the growing haze of lust in them as you kissed him again as he ran his fingers through your hair you felt him stop as he parted from the kiss he said "Y\N I love you" as the words hit you the emptiness was still there as you said "I love you too" as he handed you the bread again you took a bite as you ate the whole thing as he cuddled you he fell asleep as you fell asleep you heard his heart beat as it faded as you fell asleep