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so i'm currently listening to an amazingphil live stream as a podcast (not really) and i have to leave to go a army/marine reunion..........WHY my dad was in the army for 23 years and six years in the marines and so theres a reunion and since i have such a big family (eight siblings one has moved out) i have too go.. i mean i went last year and it wasn't that bad the food was really REALLY good but i kinda just sat in a chair and ate and i did a bit of reading. but at the time i was more of an extrovert and now i literally am the girl version of dan howell..HALP i'm so dead i mean i've meet most of these people before when we threw my dad a suprise birthday party for his 50th birthday. a white car pulled up outside of our grandpa's house and sargent joseph walked out and my dad looked over at my mom and said 'you didn't' it was hilarious but yeah then the everybody else showed up and they were all nice but i'm just.the girl version of daniel howell (I MISS DANI SNOT ON FIRE) 

and i'm not insecure but i am self concious...and i'm self concious around people in general so being around like 40 people..........i ain't gonna make it also it's still summer in georgia and IT'S SO FUCKING HUMID (and hot) so i can't start wearing my sweaters and plaid shirts until october  and i'm just looking at one direction stuff on the internet and trying to prepare my self for social interaction 


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it's 11:08 AM right now and i have to leave at 12:00 but more accurately 12:30 because of how long it takes my mom and i to get everybody ready to go :P i'm gonna try and figure out what to wear i'll update you before i leave and after i come back 

,love a introver

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