Trouble

T H I R T E E N

Hey just want to make sure what I put in her was to offend no one. Sorry there was no fack, I'm trying to write this as i believe it would happen in real life but with extra hot tea. Just writing them as what they specify as of today. Thanks. Enjoy ;) 

I rolled over to see sleeping Wyatt. I smiled at how cute he was with his messy curls and resting face. His hand lay on his bare chest which was slightly ripped. I sighed. Last night did not go as planned.

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I kissed Wyatt while laughing as we flopped on the bed. He rolled over so he was above me and started to undo my pants. I watched as he took off my pants, took his shirt and pants off and went to his drawers. I took my shirt off and sat on his bed in my underwear. I then sat and thought. He searched through his drawers and pulled a condom out. Before he put it on I stopped him. "Wyatt stop." i said holding up my hand. He looked confused as he set the condom down. "What's wrong?" He asked. I breathed in deeply. I didn't even know why I stopped him, it just felt like I had to. 

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I rolled back over and looked at the ceiling. I was sad, i had to admit. But, i believed it was for the best. I then thought back to last nights actions.

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"Are you okay?" he asked walking up to me, cradling me in his arms. 'Yes i mean." i say scooting away to look at him in the face. He looked so hurt. Sophia's words just kept repeating in my head over and over again.  And she was right. I know I'm just going to hurt him, and I can't. " I can't do this Wyatt." i said looking at him. He just looked down and rubbed his head. " I knew this would happen. " he said somberly. I looked down to, the familiar feeling of tears started to roll down my face one at a time. "I just don't understand what's wrong with me." He said. I went up to him and hugged him. "Nothing is wrong with you. You are as perfect as you can be. None of this is your fault. You are amazing and my best friend and I love you." I said. He looked up at me, his eyes tinted with a few un-shed tears. "What?" he asked. "I said I love you. But I can't love you like this. I'm just going to hurt you. You know how many boys I've played with and it's not because i like to. It's because I don't know what I want and that hurts people. Some amazing beautiful girl is going to come along and treat you better than I can." i said looking him in those brown eyes. "But, I am not that girl Wyatt." i said. I leaned and hugged him. He took a couple of seconds to process this and then hugged back. A waft of relief flew over me as hugged me back. "I love you too." he whispered. He then leaned back and looked down. He started to blush and so did I. I mean I can't say I didn't want him still. "Do you think we can pick up where we left off? "he said. "Wyyattttt." i groaned. "But as friends? No hard feelings just...just...sex." He said as he threw his arms up. The idea did appeal to me, considering we were both horny and in need of stress relief. I started to feel the blush creep up my face. I unlatched my bra and he smiled. 

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I then feel Wyatt move a bit and turn to look at me. He looked at me then closed his eyes. "Noodles." i whispered. "Nooodlesss" i whispered again but louder. "Hmm?" he hummed. "Wake up." I said shaking him a bit. He slowly opened his eyes and looked at me. A sad smile came onto his face. As well as one on mine. "Last night was..." I said. "Good." He hummed again closing his eyes as he faced me. "I was going to say needed. For both you and me and our no more relationship." I said kinda confused. "That didn't really make sense." I said as we both giggled. I sat up and covered my naked self with his blanket and walked over to one of his drawers. I pulled out his long blue hoodie and held it over myself. "May I?" i asked. He turned over and propped himself on his elbow. "You may..I guess." he said. He also hopped out of bed walking to the bathroom and showering. I didn't need to considering I showered last night. I slipped on my underwear and bra then threw the hoodie on and walked out. Forgetting that I would be harassed. "Heyyyyyy the love birds are up!" yelled Caleb. Every rushed over to me as I sat down on the couch. Jeremy brought me a cup of coffee. I took a sip as every stared at me. "What?" I giggled. "Oh well we just wanted to watch you drink coffee...no of course we wanted to ask about last night." Jack said in his usual sarcastic voice. I smiled and then took a sip and sighed. "Those last three things you did were so confusing." Stated Gaten. "Well...it was good." i said as I started to blush. "I didn't know my boy had it in him." Said Jaeden slapping Chosen on the back. "Ow." I giggled. "But..." I said pausing for drama. "But what?" asked Millie. I looked at Sophia as she sat on the counter and looked away. "We broke up." i said. Everyone gasped. "Now that's what I call a plot twist." Said Noah. Sophia looked at me with a glint of happiness. I smiled at her as she smiled back. "but why?" asked Sadie. "I broke up with him because I just didn't feel it. " I said. Everyone gasped again. "Why did you gasp this time?" i ask. "You guys had break up sex?" asked Caleb. "Why does that never happen to me?" asked Finn. Wyatt finally came out and everyone chased him. "Ah!" yelled Wyatt as he ran back inside. The boys all rushed inside. Sophia came walking up to me. "How hurt was he?" She asked. " Oddly enough, I think he understood. Like he wasn't that sad." i said reassuring her. She sighed. "But why would you fuck him before you broke up with him?" she asked confused. "I didn't." A sly smile came across my face. She looked confused than grew surprised. "What!" she yelled. "Shhh." I said covering her mouth. "You guys did it after you two broke up?" she asked. I nodded. "And it was Wyatt's idea." I said. "Wow." she looked kind of shocked then we laughed. "Weren't you listening to anything I said on the couch?" I said, she laughed. "I tuned out until I heard I broke up with Wyatt." she said.I smiled. "Thanks." I said to her.  "For what?" replied she. "For telling me the truth. I was just going to hurt him but I thought about it and I wasn't ready to be his girlfriend, or didn't want to i don't know but I just didn't want him." I said laughing. "Oh.. well of corse, why do you think I'm your friend? One of us has to be smart." She said I pushed her. We both laughed and got up. We headed to our room to get ready. "So what are we doing today?" asked Millie as her and Sadie started to change clothes. "I don't know?" I said doing the same. I changed into ...