My birth was a mistake
By those who pretend to be my parents
Surely I can realise when
All I see in myself is darkness .
When I come in front of my reflection
Eyes can't face my soul
Wondering if I'm ashamed of my demons !?
Yes I am, but my mind is not.
After all the things I've caused
All the things I've done
If my appearance ever please people
I don't believe my heart.
It feels like I'm pretending
To be good , surely it is
As my soul is broken by the humans
And it is feeding on me .
Her tears don't make my heart flinch anymore
Call me heartless, I've lost it a long ago
Somewhere in the darkness , I don't know
Or my heart has become stone cold ?
When tears prick on my eyes
I realize I don't deserve to cry
As sadness never creeps in my sight
I just do it to conceal my mind
I never wanted to be like this
But when the world threw me from the edge
I searched for a hand but it never appeared
I was falling and all I heard was the laughter of Devils .
Nightmare never scares me
As I've got used to it .
You'll say search for the light
I have but then it lost its life .
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EXEMPTION
PoetryA book of my own thoughts. There can be grammatical mistakes ...so read at your own risk
