EXEMPTION

ONEDAY

When my sister was born
They wished for a baby boy
But the child turned out to be a girl , well never mind .

When I was 5 years old
I remember I always watched
How she prayed to God for a boy , but she didn't have.

Sometimes she tells me with a humour
How astonished and disappointed she was
When she saw how ugly I was, holding me in her arms.

When I grew up gradually
They noticed that
I was annoying more than any other baby girl.

Now I'm 16 years old
Sometimes when she gets mad
She tells me to die so that she can live her life
Well, it's only when she gets mad

She told me
I have ruined her life
But I didn't want to turn out this much bad , maybe the fault is mine.

Now I'm mentally deranged
My bestie says that her life is perfect
She doesn't ask me about my life that much when I get depressed
Well, she's happy then why get into messes ?

My friends think that
Suicidal people and bipolars  are immature
I wish they could see the pain of these people.

Now I always tell myself
There are other people who also suffer as hell
Maybe there is a thing as "Oneday"
And I'll be waiting until my last breath...