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Riverdale: sweetpea-Hold on (sad)✔

Based on the song hold on (song up top

Warning: self harm, mature language

Plot-after a massive fight with Sweetpea you brake you can't take it
anymore. you are getting threats from the ghoulies and you live in
abusive home unknown to Sweetpea, but this argument is the straw
that brakes the camouls back can he get to you on time is the only
question. (This is before season 1 of riverdale)

Y/N POV

'Why, why me' that's the thought that runs my head as I run to my house I can take it. I love Sweetpea and have as long as I can remember but today we got in big fight over nothing. I know it was me who caused this fight he was only trying to help me but I couldn't let him get in another fight with someone on the Northside over me I'm not worth it.

My whole life I know this as a fact both my parents constantly remind me and tell me this face every day along with the ghoulies and I'm sure they will make sure I never forget that to them I'll be nothing more more the dirt on there shoes. When it stated I used to believe it was all lies that I could be loved that I was worth being loved, but if you constantly being told one thing you will start to believe it.

I love Sweetpea with all my hart but I can't deal with the pain both physical and mental. And this fight with Sweetpea reminds me that he can do so much better then me I'm being selfish with him and I can't do that to him, I'll rather die then be without him him and the other serpent are the best things that ever happened to me I don't deserve them so I decided I'm going to do the right thing, and maybe just maybe I can finally be free.

Sweetpea POV

'Shit what happened' I ask myself as I watch Y/N ran out of my trailer, tears streaming down her. I stand there for awhile confused then I start to run after her but as I get outside she is nowhere to be found "fuck I forgot how fast she was" I whisper to myself quickly I run over to my bike going looking for her I can't leave it after this.

I decided to go to her house that's where she probably is. As I turn up I fell like something is not right quickly I run to the font door seeing it's half open felling my stomach drop I push the door open

I shout her name but I don't get any response so run up stears I hear soft crys coming from the bathroom the door is loocked

I push and slam myself in the door trying to brake though and finally brake though the door bleeding on the floor.

I rush over to her holding her close in my arms screaming for help screaming for her not to leave me telling her how much I need her here with me I scream this with tears running down my cheeks

I rush with you body to the hospital they take you away on a table they do this as my nees fell weak I wait there for news soon Toni fangs and some other serpent Arrive but I can't hear a sound all I hear is the sound of your laughter the sound of your voice all I see is you first I see the happy you laughing at my stupid jokes then I saw you covered in blood and in my head I prayed for the little pulses I felt to be anoth to let them help you but deep down before I saw the glum faced doctor who said the 5 words I dreed I know that even though i wanted you here to go home together I knew you were gone

Today's the day of her funeral and I stand there with the rest of the serpent' s the only true famierly she had Toni is in fangs arms crying when she walks over to me.

"The other day I found.. this.. in her bed..room It's for you" she says handing me a letter

Once everyone had left I open the letter seeing her small depreciate handwriting that reads

Dear sweetpea

If you are reading this in gone. I'm sorry I didn't want to leave you but I guess everything became to heavy for me to carry.

You always deserved better I had to much stuff on my shoulders to carry and finally the camols back broke.

I don't want you to do anything stupid now these where my problems I want you to have a life that when your time comes you can tell me about.

Remember the ones we love never truly leave us I'll always be there with you.

Always and Forever

Love
Y/N

I fell tears roll down my eyes and whisper I love yo too into the night sky.