Dragon Princess!? (NaLu fanfic) EDITING in progress~~~

Chapter 1: "I Love Him/Her"

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Lucy's POV:

Its been months since Lisanna came..Months of suffering emotionally.. It hurts when the person you love, loves somebody else right? Dont you feel that way?

Im happy for Natsu and for Lisanna..

I want the guy i truly love to be happy with the person he loves.. I dont want him to hate me.. Being with him and being his best friend is okay until..

he kicked me out , which seemed unintentionally.. but i understand him

However,  he havent even talked to me since.. and never asked me what am i doing and how am i?

Weird eh?

I got annoyed whenever he keeps on talking

but now i miss him..

*sigh*

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In most of my jobs.. i always take solo ones.. i want to be alone.. Whenever Erza or when other guild members ask me to join with them.. i refused, because i dont want to be a bother just because im weak..

i want to prove to them that i know how to fight and survive by my own...

But i still miss him.. i miss him talking, his conversations with me, those smiles and his laughs.. I want to tell him.. but i cant...

He's so dense.. i am too... I'm stupid and an idiot for falling for my best friend..

Wait.. ex-best friend..

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I laughed at my thought.. Of course.. its like he doesn't care about me and my safety.. all those promises seems like a bluff now..

'i want to get this negative things off my head and chest..' as i complained.. i decided to take jobs that will help me distract myself

I showed Mira the quest i took.. while doing it so.. 

i cant help but to glance towards them.. 'I should be in her place' i thought..

'NO! NO Lucy! don't be like that you know you'll never will'  i mentally slapped myself..

I ran towards the door.. and was ready to open it.. and took one last glance.. A tear fell.. I wiped it off quickly.. hoping nobody sees.. 'cause i don't want them to worry..

As i exited the guild and proceeded to my apartment.. to pack my things for the trip..

During packing, i just cant help reminiscing the fun times we had together..

Natsu's POV:

Its fun being with Lisanna. We had a lot of catching up.. But i miss Lucy..

How is she and what is she doing...

I know you guys must have thought how stupid i am for hurting Lucy..

i didn't meant to kick her out.. Lisanna forced me too..

I love Lisanna but not as much as i love Lucy..

(A/N: Sorry NaLi fans.. but im a NaLu fan! :P)

Lucy passed by me.. i can feel her glancing at us.. but i didnt look at her..

Embarassed.. What will i say? I was about to speak up.. until she ran towards the guild door..

and i smelled something salty?

Tears?

Why is she crying???

Did someone hurt her?

'Genius Natsu! Genius! You should have talked to her when you had your chance! Now your curious why is she crying? For Pete sake TALK TO HER!' i scolded myself..

I slowly stood up but was held back by a hand..

"Natsu? Where are you going?" Lisanna asked...

"Im going to talk to Lucy.." i said

"What? Why?! Shes fine! you still haven't finished listening to me!" she complained...

 Shit, What will i do?

Lisanna's POV:

I felt Natsu moved... and saw him staring at a certain blonde girl (again)

"Natsu are you listening?" I asked..

"Huh? Uh yeah" he replied..

I want Natsu to love me...

'I LOVE HIM'

and i know he only loves me as a sister or as a nakama..

I know he loves Lucy.. to the point he'll sacrifice himself for her..

But i dont want to lose him..

He's mine..

I love him before Lucy loved him! I was just gone for a few years.. and look what happened...

Everytime he talks..

its all about Lucy

Lucy this, Lucy that.. Havent he realized he love Lucy?

Or is he just pretending to be a fool, not to hurt my feelings?

I dont want to be loved because of pity..

I WANT LUCY TO JUST DISAPPEAR..

Natsu's POV:

Its been hours.. I want to ask Lucy.. i want to talk to her..

"Lisanna.. i want to go... talk to Lucy.. could you please let go of me?" i pleaded..

"But.. Natsu.." she pouted

"Please.." i said as i removed her hand from me..

I saw a glint of sadness.. then it turned into a frown....

"Okay GO! Why do i even care??" she exclaimed

"Gomen" i apologized..

I sprinted towards Lucy's apartment ready to talk to her but i was a moment late..

Damn.. I decided to wait for her to go back home after her job..

Unknowingly i didnt know that.. it was a dangerous mission she took..