The White Wolf

Chapter Five

                                                                                                                        Antonio's P.O.V

Even though she kept ignoring me I still chased her all the way back to her pack house I should of clued in on something, "Why am I such an idiot" I yelled at myself in my head since I am still in wolf form "I don't know but nice going smooth guy that is one way we would get our mate to accept us" Pablo growled out at me, I watched from the tree line my mate now in human form run to her pack house door then inside my heart hurting at the sound of her crying. The whole way back to my pack house Pablo kept growling at me but wouldn't talk to me just growl even though I kept beating myself up for it in my own mind already, reaching the front door then walking into my pack house my cell phone started to ring and for some reason I fished it out real quick hoping it was Kailey but instead I saw Jeff's name,
"Hello?" I answered sighing
"What the fuck happened?" He snapped out "What the fuck did you do?" he added growling
"We were asking each other questions trying to get to know each other I ended up asking her if she had a boyfriend or an ex boyfriend, all she said was she didn't have a boyfriend but the ex part it was complicated and then I said something I shouldn't of said I will admit but I DIDNT KNOW THAT SHE WAS RAPED!" I snapped then stopped to breath "Look I'm sorry for snapping and I am really sorry for what I said if I could go back in time and take it back knowing what I know now I would but I didn't know and Pablo and I was just too caught up in our anger knowing some other male has been with our mate to put the pieces together to realize what actually happened" I explained to him
"FUCK" J yelled out then he sighed "Look I get that you didn't know and how you and your wolf got caught up in your anger and jealousy but now she locked herself in her room and wont allow anyone in... We just got her back I don't or I CAN'T lose her again do you understand?" He added
"I am sorry Jeff I didn't mean to upset her I honestly didn't know and was too busy being a stupid jealous mate to put the pieces together, if there was something I can do to help you know I would but I am pretty sure my face is the last one she wants to see right now" I sighed out at him
"It's not me you owe an apology too Ant" he stated "give her some space then try to apologize I'll try and talk to her but just keep in mind...you don't know anything about my sister and what she has been through" he sighed out
"Thank you Jeff, from now on I will defiantly keep that in mind" I sighed out then we said our goodbyes then hung up just as my parents and my sister walked through the door.

"Oh there you are Hunny" my mom sighed out "Dear mind-link Adam and tell him that Antonio is home so he wont need to keep looking for him" she added "Where did you take off too?" My father asked after he mind-linked Adam "Kailey was having an anxiety attack so I took her away from the party for a bit" I sighed out sadness in my voice. "Mackenzie baby, go get ready for bed and brush your teeth you have school in the morning" My mother stated to her then kissed her on the cheek "Okay, buenas noches mami y papi" Mackenzie stated kissing both of our parents on the cheek before running over to me and jumping into my open waiting arms giggling the whole time "Buenas noches mi hermano" she stated as she hugged me tightly then kissed me on the cheek "Buenas noches mi angel" I responded kissing her on the forehead like I do every time "Dulces suenos" I added then off she ran upstairs to her room.  "What happened?" My mother asked as soon as we heard Mackenzie door close which pulled a long sigh from me "I ended up taking her to this secret spot I know, we were talking, asking each other questions getting to know each other then she saw a picture that we took years ago me and you guys were in in with Mackenzie just a toddler but Brittany is in it" I sighed out then balling my first "So of course she asked me if me and Brittany had a past which I clear right up that we did not but then I asked her if she has a boyfriend or a past one" I stopped and closed my eyes trying to control my anger "I'm assuming she did?" My father stated "She said she doesn't have a boyfriend and when I mentioned ex's, all she said it was complicated, which obviously gave me my answer" I gritted out "Which of course then me and Pablo started to get jealous that another male has been with our mate and I said somethings out of anger and jealousy that I wish I could take back...but because of the anger and jealousy we felt and were too caught up in we ignored the signs and hints that she was kind of giving us" I stopped to breath trying to keep my anger down "What do you mean take back? What did you say?" My mom asked me firmly "I made a comment about here I am waiting for my mate and turning all these girls that throw themselves at me away to find out that it's not the same with her" I sighed out feeling the knife twist in my heart more "That's when I found out..." I squeezed my eyes shut tight not wanting to admit it hoping it was just a dream or something.. "Whatever it was, clearly it really bothered you" My father pointed out.

"How would you feel or react father if you found out that your mate is a rape victim?" I spat out after a few minutes of me trying to gather my words/thoughts "QUE?!?!" My mother screeched out in Spanish "You heard me, my mate was raped or would you like me to say it in Spanish?" I gritted out then sighed "I am sorry mom I didn't mean too" I apologized looking at her "Oh senor por favor ayuda a mi hijo en este momento, pero que diablos estabas pensando Antonio?" My mother snapped in Spanish "Mami, I do admit I wasn't thinking but in my defence I didn't know any of this till after I already said" I responded "I know it was still wrong but I was just so mad and hurt I didn't think, I'm sorry" I added sighing "It's not me or your father you owe that apology too Antonio" She stated "Have we not taught you to get all the facts before making a decision or any changes to anything and everything?, or is that how we taught you too treat or speak to a lady?" she added sighing "Yes you have and that is not how we treat or speak to a female" I stated lowering my shoulders "And do you understand that not only did you FORCE your mate into telling you instead of her telling you on her own, you probably opened her wounds that she' been trying to heal for whoever knows how long and awakened her demons" she stated but I knew with her tone she's pissed  "Mami, I didn't know I swear I didn't" I tried to reason with her "I am already beating myself up for it, hell even Pablo isn't talking to me just growling at me and now your mad at me" I added sighing "I don't think you understand how hurt and upset I am with you right now" she informed me her eyes watering "You asked your father how he thinks he would feel right?" she whispered out "Your father was heart broken, angry, jealous and hurt but yet HE still had the patience enough to wait till I was ready to tell him" she stated then walked out of the room and headed upstairs my eye wide as saucers and my mouth hanging open.

"W-wh-what?" I stuttered out after a few minutes for it to fully click in on what my mother just informed me of, then I looked over to my dad "Mom is - is..." I stuttered off, "Yes she is" my dad sighed out "I'm sorry I didn't know" I sighed out finally sinking in "You didn't need too, it was way before you were born" He informed me "And don't even think of asking, yes he's dead" He spat out "Good" I sighed out "Dad I know I really messed up and I honestly don't know how to fix this one" I added sighing again "I don't really know what to tell you son" He sighed out "Give her some time then try approaching her" he added then left the room and headed upstairs. Letting out a long sigh I headed upstairs to my bedroom to find Brittany leaning against my door, "Hey baby" She disgustingly purred out "Not happening" I growled out "Move" I added firmly "Oh come on now baby don't be like that" she fake pouted placing her hand on my chest then began sliding her finger slowly downwards but didn't get far when I grabbed her wrist but that's when she leant in and kissed me automatically I pulled back and growled "DONT EVER DO THAT AGAIN" I growled out at her "do anything like this again I will kick you out of this pack" I growled out slowly "NOW MOVE" I snapped out in my alpha voice which she can't ignore so with that she let out a whimper and walked away.  I walked into my bedroom and locked my door, making my way to my bathroom while stripping out of my clothes. Waiting for the water to heat up I decided to go over to my mirror and clean up my face with my shaver, once that was done I hopped into the shower.

Roughly ten-fifteen minutes later I hopped out of the shower wrapping a towel around my waist then grabbed another one to run over my hair as I made my way out of the bathroom and to my room heading straight to my closet, I grabbed a pair of boxers and pulled them on letting out a sigh I walked over to my bed and texted Jeff asking him to tell Kailey how sorry I am once again before laying back down and staring at my ceiling already knowing I wont get much sleep tonight.