Chapter 2
*Connor PoV*
What the fuck.
I'm not supposed to have these feelings.
I'm a straight man.
I can't have a schoolgirl crush on Troye Sivan.
I admit, I do see why I like him, I mean he's Troye Sivan, he's handsome and sassy and innocent and kind.
Why wouldn't you like him?
But I'm a straight guy.
Scratch that, I'm a bisexual guy.
Maybe.
Probably.
The thing is, though, I don't want to come to terms with my sexuality. Why can't I just not date anyone, or not like anyone? It would be so much easier.
But then I might not be happy.
I think I'll stick to being happy.
It seems better, somehow.
I mean, I'd rather be turned down by Troye and get over it and be happy, than struggle with my feelings and be depressed.
It's an easy choice.
Besides right now.
So many things could go wrong.
Is my happiness worth it?
Maybe.
I guess I'll wait and see.
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A/N
I'm not exactly sorry about this.
