My love// gd

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Your and grays outfits

Your POV
I walk to my car with Grayson following behind me.

"So, did you like it" he asked

"That apartment is shit" i said bluntly.

"It wasn't that bad" he said giggling,

"Yes the fuck it was gray! They opened the fucking apartment with a goddamn screw!" I said loudly but laughing at the same time.

"Okay maybe it was" he admitted.

"Maybe?" I questioned.

"Okay it was shitty" he said.

"where do you want me to go now" I asked him while putting the key in the ignition.

"Lets just go home for now" He suggested.

"Aii" i said. I turned on the radio and the song 'put your head on my shoulder' by paul anka played. We looked at each other and began laughing.

"Thank you" Gray said.

"For what" I asked confused.

"For loving me and for teaching me to love Nate" He said smiling.

"Dont thank me, thank yourself" I said returning the smile.

After the  Drive

I pulled into the driveway seeing moms car.

"Y/n!" Grayson said panicky.

"what! What happened"I said starting to panic as well.

"T-the door is open" He said.

I jumped out the car not even caring that I left the car unlocked.

I ran in the house and I saw my mom pinned against the wall with bruces hand around her neck.

She wasnt wearing her sweater that she always had on.

She was wearing a short sleeved tee with bruises covering her tan skin.

"What the fuck!" I yelled.

Bruce turned his head and applied pressure to my moms neck.

Grayson, without hesitation, pulled Bruce away from my mom and got punched in the face.

He stumbled back but regained consciousness and threw a punch at his face.

Bruce seemed unbothered by Graysons punch and grabbed him.

I ran and tried pulling him off Grayson.

He started applying pressure to graysons neck slighty choking him.

I tried moving his hand but it was useless.

I look to my right and I see my mom struggling to call someone.

I stand and think for a half a second to decide my next move.

I run to him and kick him in the nuts.

He groans and looks at me.

He throws Gray on the floor and comes to me.

I push him away and He stops moving.

I look beside him and my mom is on him laying a kiss on his back.

"Im calling the cops" I say out of no where.

"No your not" I heard her mumble from behind him.

"Excuse me?" I said

"I said no your not" she said a bit louder.

"What why!?" Grayson said raising his voice.

"Because I love him" she said while placing a kiss on his lips softly.

"Are you fucking serious" I yelled putting my hand in her direction.

"Yes" she said looking down.

"I'm getting the fuck out" I yelled.

I ran to the car and drove to CVS.

I walked in, in search of something that I haven't even seen in four years.

A blade.

I searched the isles in a rush in case Grayson followed me.

I quickly found it and paid for it immediately.

I got back in my car and drove to Aaron's house.

"Hey babe" he said.

I rushed past him and ran right to the bathroom.

I locked the door and opened the bag.

I never thought I would do this again, I promised Aaron that I wouldn't.

But promises were made to be broken.

I quickly took my pants off and sat on the toilet mentally preparing myself.

I opened the pack and took out the first blade I saw.

I put it against my thigh and I began sobbing uncontrollably.

I quickly cut my thigh, increasing how loud my sobs were.

I have no way to help my mom, she won't let me.

In the middle of my thoughts, I hear banging on the door.

"Babe! Please let me in" he cried.

I quickly threw my pants on and cringing at the burning on my thigh from my jeans.

I put the pack in my purse and unlocked the door.

"Baby" He said dropping down and pulling me into one of the tightest hugs I've ever felt.

"Tell me what's wrong, everything" he said cupping my face in his hands.

I explained what happened at home.

"Your staying here tonight" he said holding onto my shoulders.

I nodded my head and he told me that he was leaving for a bit to take care of somethings as he said.

I laid on his bed and took this free time to cut myself some more.

I walked back in the bathroom and began.

Grayson's POV

I felt the sense that she was pissed...just a thought ya know.

I drove to Nate's, but fortunately he wasn't home.

I took this time to be at my high.

I opened the cabinet pulling out a hairbrush and pulling the rubber part out.

I took the blade out and sat in the toilet smiling at what was to come.

I pushed the blade against my flesh on my skin causing me to groan.

I cut again but letting the blood drip to the sides of my thigh.

Oh fuck

I cut one last time but I hear Aaron open the door.

Hey hoes I hope you like it so far 🤪

I was about to publish and then when I clicked on this and everything got deleted but good thing it was in the revision history

Bye😘