a pattern i have

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Hey guys I recently noticed that i find someone and tell them stuff i dont tell anyone else and we talk for a while about me and my problems

That was the condition of my ex boyfriend I broke up with him 6 months ago I know I have been having troubles that I cant express to anyone

I do reach out to people sometimes but it's not like my pattern

So heres a little more on highschool stuff so my friend introduced me to his friends and one of them has spanish with me and has over the week spent more time with me in general (not me alone really I'm mainly with my group when hes with us) so I recieved his phone number and we talked there and that's when I noticed today my old pattern is coming back and I don't want to do this to him because I feel bad and don't want him to feel like something to swallow my sadness

If anyone has any advise you can leave it in the comments I was thinking of just talking to him less since it's the weekend and I'm also worried about other things too but that's all I'll tell you guys

So with that have a good day (or night because I posted this at night)

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