── R E C K L E S S
young and curious,
the lack of self control does not
stop me from making those
wretched decisions.
regret and guilt suffocates,
and burns, nipping at every
f i b r e of my being
confusion clouds over my mind;
the incessant questions directed towards this
sudden prevalence in short-fused bursts of rebellion
it is unhealthy
the need, want,
to stop this ridiculous,
unsettling discomfort
—my words don't make sense anymore
and my mind is murky
and these letters fall into place uncontrollably.
having control of myself,
heart and mind alike,
has never sounded sweeter than honey.
— 22/09/18
