Don't Leave, I Need You

Chapter 4

Matsuri headed home late since her parents never gave a shit about when she returned home. Matsuri entered the house filled with smoke in the air and smell of alcohol. Matsuri just headed upstairs and went to her bedroom. She shut the door and locked it then plopped on the bed. She looked at the ceiling and groaned softly. Matsuri pulled out her phone and looked through stuff.
Why on earth did we trade numbers? Why did I accept?
Matsuri blushed a bit and shook her head
"What the hell is this feeling?!" Matsuri groaned and covered her face. Matsuri stood up and walked out the door. She coughed softly since her mother was smoking
"Why did you came in late?" Her mother asked
"Why should I tell you? You don't care about me..." Matsuri said and headed to the kitchen to grab a bag of chips
"Matsuri have you seen my money I left in my room?" Her mother asked
"No..." Matsuri said
"You didn't have nothing to do about it right? Because I keep losing my money every time I get paid. If this keeps up I won't be able to buy anymore cigarettes..." Her mother said. Matsuri just rolled her eyes and went upstairs. She entered her room and sat down on the bed. She laid down and turned on the TV. She started eating her chips while skipping through the channels trying to find something entertained to watch.
Boring...boring...boring...ugh! There is nothing fun to watch!
Matsuri groaned and looked at her phone. She grabbed it and saw her Harumin's phone number
What the hell am I thinking? Ugh! Maybe I need to take a bath...
Matsuri stood up and headed towards the bathroom. She walked inside and turned on the faucet preparing her bath. Matsuri took off her clothes and looked at herself in the mirror. She reached over her shoulder and touched the scar her father given her. Matsuri's expression soften as tears started to build up in her eyes
Flashback
"Matsuri! Get me a beer!" Her father demanded. Matsuri whimpered and ran to the kitchen to grab her father some beer. Matsuri trembled and grabbed the beer then took it to her father
"H-here you go...s-sir" Matsuri said
"Open it" Her father said
"B-but sir I can't-"
"Do as your told brat! Or else you want me to slap you!" Her father said
"S-sorry sir..." Matsuri said
"Now open it..." Her father said
"Y-yes sir..." Matsuri replied and went to the kitchen to grab a bottle cap opener. She tried to open it but she wasn't strong enough to open it then slipped dropping the bottle to the ground. Matsuri gasped and trembled knowing her father will beat her up
"No! No! Dad!" Matsuri cried out
"You little bitch! Look at this mess!" Her father shouted and glared at Matsuri
"I'll clean it up! I'll clean it up! Please dont-GAAAAAHHHHH!!" Matsuri cried out in pain as her father gave her a deep cut on her shoulder
"Shut up brat! This is your punishment!" Her father said and held the knife closely
"Next time won't be so easy now go! Go to your room!" Her father shouted. Matsuri cried and held her shoulder running upstairs to her room. She leaned against the door and sobbed quietly in her room. She was in pain and terrified. She didn't want this...
End Of Flashback
Matsuri gasped seeing the water filling up the tub. She ran towards the faucet and turned it off stopping the water. She groaned as some of the water splashed on the floor. She went inside the tub and sighed deeply. She touched her scar and looked in the water. She blushed as she started to think about Harumin
"Ugh! Get out of my head!" Matsuri said splashing in the water. She blushed remembering her body especially her big boobs. Matsuri sighed and started washing her hair and body
Something is definitely wrong with me. Liking a teacher-what?! Like?! No no no! What am I thinking?! Liking a teacher! No! Of course I don't like her! Enough! Stop thinking about her!
Matsuri splashed water on her face and went underneath the water laying down on the tub. She closed her eyes and went back to the surface.
"Am I really in love with her?" Matsuri asked herself. She jumped as she started hearing yells from downstairs
"You took my damn money!" Jinai started
"What the hell woman!? I didn't do shit! Maybe you lost it but don't blame this on me!" Taruto said. Matsuri groaned and covered her ears
Here we go again...those two are so fuckin annoying!
"Haha yeah right! Says the one who wastes money on fuckin sluts to sleep with every night! I bet you had something to do with it!" Jinai said
"You know what I don't get why the hell I have to stay with you when that child of yours is not mine! Why should I take care of her!" Taruto said
"She is your damn daughter! I already proved it to you with that DNA test remember?" Jinai asked
"You rigged it! You just want to be keep you and your daughter alive! Without me you both would be out the streets!" Taruto said
"First of all I earn more money than you! Secondly your parents forced you to stay with me! Thirdly this is my place so I can kick you and your daughter out!" Jinai said
"Ugh! Whatever I'm going out to drink again" Taruto said and walked out the door and slammed it shut then left heading to the bar. Matsuri just kept washing her whole body and after she rinsed herself Matsuri stood up and walked out of the tub. She grabbed the towel and wrapped it around herself. She walked out the bathroom and headed to her room. She locked the door and went straight for the drawers. She grabbed her pajamas and put them on. After that she plopped on the bed and stared at the ceiling
Ugh...this is so boring...I wonder how Yuzu-chan's doing...
Matsuri pulled out her phone and dialed Yuzu. Yuzu was in bed crying her eyes out. Memories of her past came in her mind making her cries grow only louder
"I want to fuckin die! I hate my life! I hate everything! Why the hell am I still alive!? I should be dead! Raaaaaah!! Fuck you all! I'll fuckin kill you! I'll fuck you all up! Damn you! Damn you! Aaaaaah!" Yuzu shouted as she punched the wall making her knuckles red and almost bleed. She clenched her fists tightly and growled but cried
"Damnit...mama...papa...I miss you so much...why did you have to leave me?" Yuzu cried and covered her face. Suddenly she lifted her head up hearing her phone ring. She sniffed and reached towards her phone and saw Matsuri
"H-huh? H-hello?" Yuzu asked
"Yuzu-chan have you been crying again?" Matsuri asked
"N-no..." Yuzu said as she wiped her tears
"Yeah what a big liar. Did you cut yourself?" Matsuri asked
"No...not yet..." Yuzu mumbled and clenched her fists tightly. Matsuri sighed and stood up
"I'm going to see you" Matsuri said
"Wh-what?! No I'm fine!" Yuzu said
"No you're not fine Yuzu-chan. You say you're fine but you're not" Matsuri said
"No Matsuri. Just stay home. I'm fine..." Yuzu said
"No! I'm coming to your house!" Matsuri said
"But-" Yuzu stopped as Matsuri hunged up. Matsuri grabbed a jacket and got herself ready to leave. She opened the door and ran downstairs until her mother grabbed her wrist tightly
"Where do you think you're going you little brat!?" Her mother exclaimed
"I'm just going to see Yuzu-chan!" Matsuri said and got out of her grip
"Oh no you little brat! You're staying here and be a good girl!" Her mother shouted
"Since when did you care where I go!? You always smoke and drink! You don't care about me! You never did!" Matsuri shouted as she glared at her. Her mother grabbed her by the hair and slapped her hard
"This is all your fault! If you hadn't been born none of this would've happened to me! You're the reason I'm stuck here! You brought me so much pain! I couldn't stand all your baby cries! I should've just killed you! That would've been the best choice! Your father and I would've been happier without you in our lives!" Her mother shouted as she teared up. Matsuri looked at her hold her cheek and cried a bit
"None of this is my fault! You were the one that got yourself pregnant! You fucked with dad and many other guys like a slut! You were always a slut! Dad doesn't like you anymore! That's why he goes out to clubs and fucks around with any woman! You're just an old fuck-" Matsuri was interrupted by her mother hitting her hard
"Shut up you little brat! You are the reason that my relationship is ruined!" Her mother shouted as she was beating her up. Matsuri cried loudly by her mother's hits. Her mother grabbed her by her hair then slapped her hard. Matsuri fell and trembled as tears fell from her eyes
"L-leave me alone!" Matsuri cried as she got up and ran upstairs
"Get back here you brat! I'm not done with you!" Her mother said running up to her. Matsuri ran inside her room and shut the door locking it. She fell on the floor and cried covering her mouth
"Get out here brat! Don't be a baby! Come on! Get out!" Her mother shouted as she banged on the door hard. Matsuri cried and covered her ears feeling scared with the loud noises
S-someone...save me!

Yuzu sighed as she was on the bed and stared at the ceiling. She laid on the bed and closed her eyes until she heard the doorbell ring
Huh? Is grandma home? But it's still early. Guess it's Matsuri...
The doorbell kept ringing which annoyed her and she got up. Yuzu groaned as she walked to the door
"I'm coming! Jeez stop Matsuri!" Yuzu said feeling annoyed. She looked through the small hole
"Yuzuko! It's me!" Shai said
"Oh it's Shai..." Yuzu said and opened the door
"Hey Yuz-huh? Were you crying?" Shai asked
"N-no I wasn't" Yuzu said
"Then why are your eyes red and puffy?" Shai asked and walked inside. Yuzu just looked away and turned on the lights
"Why did you keep the lights off?" Shai asked
"It's nothing..." Yuzu said walking away. Shai grabbed her wrist and looked at her
"Yuzu...stop it. You know I hate seeing you like this. At least smile for me..." Shai said. Yuzu just clenched her fists tightly and got out of her grip
"Stop it! Just stop! I'm not the Yuzu you knew okay!? That Yuzu is gone! Why should I be happy?! My parents died! They were killed! I don't get why I should be happy! I want to die! I want to die with my parents! I just want to see them again! Mama and Papa were always there for me! Why did they have to leave me here alone!?" Yuzu shouted and cried. Shai teared up seeing her cousin in so much pain then wrapped her arms around her
"Yuzuko I know it hurts and I know how you feel but you should he happy because you're alive. You may not see your parents but they're here with you. They're watching over you. They're here to protect you and guide you. You're not alone. You have grandma. Matsuri and me are here for you. You mean so much to us okay? You're like my big sis...I don't want to lose you Yuzuko! You're my big sister! You're not just hurting yourself! You're hurting me! Grandma! Matsuri! Everyone! Because we care about you! Damnit get that through your head! Don't hurt yourself please! Yuzuko I love you! Please stay!" Shai shouted as she burst into tears. Yuzu looked up at her cousin seeing her blue ocean eyes filled with tears. Shai trembled as she held Yuzu close to her. Yuzu hugged her cousin back and cried on her should while Shai cried on hers
"I'm sorry Shai...I promise I'll stay. I won't go anywhere..." Yuzu whispered