what is up lads?! it's spooky time and i'm still single and depressed!!
today was a half day at school (because of homecoming) and i've just been listening to music and cleaning. i'm really bored and i wanna be more active on here but i'm so lazy lol.
also school has been really overwhelming and i don't have the motivation to try and get stuff done.
on the plus side though, going to a new school has started to make me break from my shell. i've been actually trying to talk to people and i'm starting to get less nervous when speaking in front of people. i'm praying i don't lose my progress.
being single kind of has me down but at the same time, dating someone sounds really scary. i haven't dated anyone before and i haven't even had my first kiss so that's hella embarrassing. plus all the responsibility that comes with dating has me shook. i don't know if i can handle that. i think i'm gonna stick to making awkward eye contact with cute people in hallway for now.
ALSO HAVE Y'ALL SEEN ALL THESE NEW PHOTOS OF CALUM—HE'S SO PRECIOUS
okay that's enough about cal pal, im sorry.
i hope the solid one person with reads this is doing well.
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spread love,
—b
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