Dance with Devils Shiki x Reader

Anxiety.

Me and Shiki watched TV for several hours.

We ate fast and prepared to go to sleep.

Me and Shiki sleep in separate rooms and it's never been a problem for me but oddly today I felt nervous.

I tried to ignore this unpleasant feeling and sleep but I was too anxious ans I couldn't keep my eyes closed more than five seconds.

I would love to be with Shiki right now, I would like him to reassure me and take me in his arms.

I could ask him if he agrees that we sleep together...

...But if he says no, what will he think of me after ?

What should I do ?

After a few minutes I finally made my decision and chose the first option.

I came out of my bedroom with my pillow and went into Shiki's bedroom with the hope that he would sleep with me.

I approached Shiki's bed and leaned over him.

He's already asleep.

(F/N): Shiki ?

Shiki: ...

He didn't wake up.

(F/N): Shiki ?

I touched his shoulder.

Shiki: Wha- F/N ? You need something ?

He rubbed his eyes.

(F/N): I feel nervous all by myself, can I stay with you ?

He looked at me with a surprised expression.

Shiki: Yeah of course, come.

He tapped on the mattress beckoning me to lie down.

I obeyed and slipped under the blankets.

Shiki brought me back against him and hugged me to reassure me.

Shiki: You can sleep quietly now. 

He stroked my hair while smiling.

I smiled at him and snuggled up against his chest.

I finally fell asleep peacefully listening to Shiki's heartbeat.