poker face | t.gi [fin.]

six

to the person i was willing to die for.

most people would've called me insane if they knew what i was thinking every time i saw you. 

but i'm pretty sure they already thought i was insane just from they way my body acted when you were around.

twitchy and sweaty hands.

eyes blown wide.

legs wobbling.

mouth dry.

fists clenched.

a crazed smile on my face.

i think there was more but i don't seem to quite remember.

what did you do to me?

was i like this all my life and i just haven't noticed it until now or did you trigger this?

i hope it's the latter.

otherwise i probably am insane and no one cares enough to say anything, just like you.

 anyways i'm getting to deep into my thoughts so this will be it.

love from, 

a boy whose mind is slowly dying.