poker face | t.gi [fin.]

huit

to the man that left me behind and didn't look back.

i don't know who i am anymore without you around.

you gave me life.

then you left and took that sense of life with you.

you knew i had issues yet you still used me for your own needs, but of course i was still blinded by the overbearing love i had for you.

i let you move in when we only just started dating.

i cooked for you. 

cleaned for you.

apologized for your actions when you should've.

said sorry for the things you did like i did it.

i helped pull you out of dept.

i worked almost four jobs so that you could have everything you wanted served on a golden platter.

  yet you still treated me like i was below you but in reality, you were below me.

i should've treated you like dirt just to see how you liked it.

but i was scared if i did you would leave.

i guess that's my fault.

love from,

someone who was used then thrown out.