I Have No Idea What I'm Doing

Maybe I'm not okay

I know I'm in charge of my own reality.

I can't let all of these fake relationships get to me.

My heart is shattered and bruised.

My emotions are beaten and used.

I feel like I'm playing surgery trying to make the right incisions.

So many bad things have come my way.

This makes it hard to have a good day.

But isn't this the guy who lives every moment as his best day?

Sometimes we all need a little rain.

This helps us feel pain and understand it'll fade.

So yeah, maybe I'm not okay.

It won't always be this way.

We need balance to understand the light and the grey.

To anyone who relates to this story, lets walk together.

Maybe that will keep away the gloomy rain.