𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗧𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗲

Treinta y seis

My tears won't stop
You were my first love
The reason why the break up was clumsy
Was because you were my first love
In our places and the places we promised to meet
The fact that I won't be able to see you again
I know of it well, I know, I know

Even though it was puppy love and I'm young, I know
I'm saying that break up was unfamiliar
You were my first love, my clumsy love
My love that I was thankful for

It hurts more than I think it would
Looking at our photo album, I pray for your happiness
I'm always sorry that
I didn't say earlier that
I loved you and treasured you a lot
They're shameless words, but
I want my image to remain as a fresh first love
It'd still be the same even
If we regret it,
Us who can't even do what we wanted
Stop the useless tears
I'm alright even if I fall
It doesn't show even though I'm suffering silently

The memories won't leave me
You were my first love
I know that our love was clumsy
I'm sorry that I couldn't treat you better
Even though we've broken up,
I sincerely hope that you don't hurt

Please, please, please...Please

Even though it was puppy love and I'm young, I know
I'm saying that break up was unfamiliar
You were my first love, my clumsy love
My love that I was thankful for
The person who always cried
And smiled with me
The person I'm thankful for
You are my first love my perpetual love
You were my first love
My clumsy love
My love that I was thankful for
I hope you're happy
You have to be happy you have to receive love
As time passes that you'll be able to laugh

My puppy love that became memories,

Thank you, my first love

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"Now Jinjin this is a song you wrote with Sanha, but the experience apparently was based on you. Sorry to bring such an old song up but it is an iconic song of yours. Is this maybe an ex girlfriend you are talking about?"

"Ya know, I think everyone has that one person that was their first love—or not even their first love— but someone that truly made them feel loved for the first time. And I mean, for it to be the first there's got to be a second and that means the first one didn't go so well. Everyone has that crush or love they wish things would have gone differently and that's what this song is about."

"So there's someone you lost and wish things had gone differently?"

The boy shifted in his seat as he looked down at his hands then looked at the interviewer. "I think things happen for a reason." He looked at the camera and smiled. "It was for the best at the time."