Love Is Lost

Confused

I'm laying down sound asleep when all the sudden I hear a loud beep.Its my brother he walks in my room beeping a loud toy my brother doesn't really like me since he found out about my secret I'm surprised he hasn't told my mom yet. I think to myself why does he hate me just because of this just because I'm gay I'm human to. I ask him why do you hate me so much "because u like the opposite sex" he replied so what I say and walk out of the room he is so stupid I think to myself for if I say it out loud I will get beat up.

Hey kiddo my dad says hey dad I reply with a sad look on my face I'm not good at expressing my feelings it's harder now considering that I would need to tell them I'm gay. I here a knock on the door it's Andrew my boyfriend we'll my friend at least that's what my parents think. He comes over all the time to talk to me we go on walks to the movies we are deeply in love "Ryker" he says yes I reply.

"Have you told your parents yet"

No I say. We can't keep sneaking around like this I don't want to hide our relationship from your parents anymore" I know I say I just need some more time I'm afraid to find out how they are going to take it

Your their son they will love you no matter what" I know i always tell Andrew that I'm going to tell my parents but I never do

We sit on a bench and begin to kiss I pull away something I've never done "you pulled away he says" are you embarrassed of me no I say "but you are" he walks away "stop why are you doing this"

"I think we need a break"

" a break we don't need a break"

" you need to tell your parents or I'm leaving"

fine and I begin walking home why does this always happen I walk through the door mom dad can we talk

"of course" they say

"mom dad I'm gay"

"we already knew"

"what"

"Yeah son we don't care about your sexuality your our son and we are going to love you no matter what you chose"

"thanks

I go upstairs and lay in my bed and begin to fall asleep. I'm having a dream it's a nightmare is I hear the words I never want Andrew to say its over I immediately wake up I'm glad the dream is over. I lay back down and think I'm glad u told my parents hopefully we can be together now my phone rings I see Andrews name in my phone I answer. "Hey"

"did you tell them"

"yeah happy now"

"more then you will ever know"

"I love u"

then I hang up the phone and go back to sleep oh what a day it's been.