Drarry

Introduction

Harry pov

Great another birthday spent alone. I wish I could be with my friends at the burrow, but sadly I don't think they are my friends anymore. Everyone has been acting weird since the Tri-wizard tournament when I supposedly "entered myself to prove I'm better than everyone and killed Cedric and blamed it n he-who-must-not-be-named." No one believes me when I say he's back. I'm not even sure if I believe myself anymore.

Speaking of Voldemort, that whole experience was so strange. Like when I looked into Voldemorts eyes it was like he didn't even want to be doing any of it. He seemed so hesitant, like he was fighting with himself on whether he should be doing what he did or not. And his eyes seemed so empty, and they seemed kind of glazed over. It looked like he was under the imperial curse. But that doesn't make sense. When I tried talking to Dumbledore about it he just said 'My boy, I think you should visit the infirmary and get your head checked out, you must have hit it when you went to get the trophy. Voldemort is not back, go rest my boy and we will talk more tomorrow when you've slept and got back into the right headspace.' I KNOW WHAT I SAW OLD MAN.

I just wish someone would believe me. Anyone. Just one person who doesn't think I've completely lost it. *sigh*

I look over at the clock and see it's 11:50 pm. Great ten minutes till it's officially my birthday. I hope this year thing will be easier. I can't wait to go back to school, even though I won't have my friends by my side this year, I just want to get out of this closet. Away from my so called relatives. everyone thinks that because they are my relatives and I'm "Harry Potter, The boy-who-lived, the chosen boy" that I'm treated like royalty. But in reality they hate me more than professor Snape hates me.

I tried to tell Ron and Hermione about how I'm treated, but they just said that I'm over-exaggerating and that I should stop complaining and that at least I have somewhere to live and at least they feed me. They barely feed me. I get fed once a week if I'm lucky, even then it's just whatever is left from dinner, which isn't much when there's two fatasses named Dudley and Vernon. And when there is food left over half the times Dudley decides that he should be a "good neighbor" and feed their dog. This summer I wasn't fed for the whole summer because I accidently burnt the food on my first night back. It wasn't even my fault the food burnt, if Vernon didn't decide that I needed a good beating so I "remembered how much they 'missed me' " then I wouldn't have passed out and the food wouldn't have been burnt. But no I passed out and the food burnt so I got the beating of a lifetime. I didn't wake up for three days and I'm pretty sure I have multiple broken ribs along with a broken nose, a busted lip, a black eye, a fractured wrist, and finally and broken ankle. I was going to take a healing potion that I stole from the infirmary the last day at school but Dudley came in and poured it down the drain so everything hurts still. Nothing is healing because Vernon comes in here everyday to 'teach me a lesson.'

Sometimes I just want to end it all, but I can't because I need to "save the world." Honestly, I'm not sure if I wanna kill Voldemort anymore, not since that night in the graveyard. I need to learn more about everything, but the thing is I don't know where to start. I don't know who to talk to about it because as far as I know I don't have any friends at the moment. I kind of wish I listened to the sorting hat and went to Slytherin. Maybe thing would have been different. Maybe I could have been friends with Draco. I really wish I accepted his hand on the train. Things probably would have been so different. I know it's silly but I really like Draco, he's so beautiful. maybe I can talk to him and work things out when I get back Hogwar- OW SHIT WHAT'S HAPPENING.

Good thing Vernon made this closet sound proof so I didn't disturb them in their sleep with my "freakiness." "OW OW OW!!" Is all I can say/scream before everything goes black.

A/N So this was basically just a introduction I guess. All the interesting stuff will start next chapter. I don't know if this is a good intro but yah lol let me know if I should post the next chapter (it's already written) :)