Alone

Ignoring

-Ivey's POV-
So, I woke up today. School.

I hate it. And now, I hate it even more because I must avoid my only friend, and my freaking bully.

I can't avoid him.

He'll notice it, and then I'm dead.

He'll never leave me alone.

-Marcus' POV-
How to avoid Ivey?
How can I do that.

Well, I won't completly ignore her, I'll just...I know!

I'll just talk to her when she walks up to me, when she doesn't, I won't bother her. I'll just leave her alone.

Maybe she actually doesn't want attention.

Maybe I bother her really much

Maybe I'm annoying to her.

Maybe.

But I don't know.

I just won't bother her?

But, the question is.

Can I really do that?

Can I stop looking into her beautiful eyes?

Can I stop thinking about her 24/7?

Can I really stop being around her?

Can I stop letting her make butterflies in my stomach?

I can't.

But I must try.

-Ivey's POV-
I'm in school...Like in good old days, I'm standing alone.

In a corner of the hall.

I feel lonely without Marcus.

Without him around me.

Without his eyes on me while talking.

I'm actually missing talking to someone.

Without him making butterflies in my stomach.

...

Stop it, Ivey!

Damn, you really don't know when to chll.

He is just a boy.

He is maybe doing wierd things to you without even knowing, but he is not a magician.

           -skip to a week later-
I hate my life again.
Marcus was the only star in my dark sky. Now my life is incomplete. Again.

And he is ignoring me too. I don't know why, but I don't blame him, I ignore him too. It just hurts a bit.

I want to be friends, but I don't want to get used.

I want to know what a real friendship feels like.

I mean, all my former friends weren't there when I needed them - when I started to get bullied.

Instead of being by my side, everyone, even my best friend Annie, left me and started to bully me too. Just because Jack did.

Fuck him.

Fuck friends.

Fuck everything.

-Marcus' POV-
Today Ivey haven't came to me. That's what I though. She doesn't need me.

She didn't sit with me on Maths like she used to, it made me kinda sad tbh.

I don't like to be without her.

I don't feel good then.

I want her to know how I feel.

That I love her.

In the way she'll never love me.

' the fuck Marcus! Shut up!

Can I be more positive for a second?

Gawd, my negative thoughs will kill me.

But, in the other hand, I cannot think positive when nothing's alright.

It's like she doesn't even know me.

Whole week - and she didn't say a word to me.

And I can't do anything about it.

Martinus doesn't stop asking me what's wrong.

I need to tell him.

I need to spread my feelings somewhere.

I went to his room and started talking.

-Martinus we need to talk.-I said closing the door.

-Woah bro you're scaring me-He laughed.

I just looked at him with the look like 'can you be serious and stfu'

I sat on his bed and started talking.

-....And now she ignores me completly.-I said looking down.

-Owwww littwe Marcus has a cwushhhh-He said.

-I didn't said that! OMG I cannot talk to you normal!-I said hitting my hands through the air.

-Well, maybe you didn't said that, but belive me, you love her, you know that too.-He smiled.

I know he was right.

And that's the thing which is killing me.

It's difficult to love someone who doesn't feel the same towards you.

-Don't worry bro, you have me by your side. If she is ignoring you, she doesn't deserve you-And he gave me a brother hug.

Oh, belive me Martinus, she deserves me.

She deserves the world.
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