Alone

Feelings

-Ivey's POV-
My soul is empty again.

Everything went to it's old place.

He sees me as nothing.

He clearly doesn't even need me. Well, who am I kidding?

Who tf needs ME?

Ivey Miami?

I mean, I'm used to it.

Marcus already found friends.

Him and his brother are the most popular boys at school.

It will take a day for them to start bullying me.

And it hurts like hell when you see a boy who you WERE friends with, sitting and laughing with others, not paying attention on you. Well, he'd probably be there still if I haven't fucked up.

I'm just trying to protect myself. From the pain this world is giving us.

Is giving me.

I feel like he's better off without me. (Ya know the song?)

Looking for him in the crowd became a habit.

Maybe beacuse he is the only one I need.

While looking into his eyes, I always felt sparks. I felt safe, and comfortable.

I felt like all my problems went away.

But, when he isn't around, I'm the old, not intresting, shy, and bullied Ivey.

-Marcus' POV-
I'm sitting with my friends on the benches.

I saw Ivey passing by.

Oh, how much do I want to go there, turn her around and kiss her.

But I calmed myself down.

I tried to ignore her.
But I couldn't. She's just too stuning.

And perfect.

I was in my thoughts, when I'm not in my thoughts?

Then one of my friends said:
-Mac, are you okay? You're focused on that girl...Ivey I think. Who cares, like she is important-They laughed.

I felt like I'm going to punch him hard.

But, again, I calmed myself down.

I took a deep breath and just talked with them.

I looked at her once more.

God, what would I give to have her???

        -skip to after school-
I'm so sick of this shit!
She doesn't need me, but I do need her!

No fair!

Each day I'm looking at her makes me want her more. But not as a friend

As a girlfriend.

I need to tell her my feelings, I need to know what are we by now.

I know she feels nothing towards me. But I need to tell her...

-Ivey's POV-
Seeing him makes me sad.

I want him around me.

I want him laughing with me.

I miss him.

I miss his hair, his perfect chocolate eyes, his beautiful face, and his damn hot body.

Yes, I'll admit.

I'm in love with Marcus Gunnarsen.

It was just a friendship at first, but I started to miss him, I started to feel something towards him.

I started to want him so bad.

Why do I need to go through this pain?

Loving someone who doesn't feel the same towards you.

And this is even better reason to avoid him. I can't say that I'm not into him.

I'm fucking drooling over him!

Back to your old life, Ivey...Learn to live without him.
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