Love and War

Chapter 5

Camren's POV

I lay my head in Amaru's lap while He runs his fingers threw my hair I know I'm stupid for forgiving him but when I got home my money that my daddy gave me was missing. I just had to get away

Amaru:" why you ain't got nappy short hair like most black girls"

Me laughing:" not every black girl is nappy head"

Amaru:" the ones I know is.... why don't you just live with yo dad since you don't like living with your mom and Daniel"

Me:" my dad's a married man with other kids... I'm his mistress child he didn't want me my mom didn't want me I just came and even if he did let me live with him I wouldn't I couldn't leave Dee behind"

Amaru:" dang... you know I've been missing you"

Me:" mhm really... you miss me or you just need sex"

Amaru smacks his lips:" you really think that's all I want from you huh... if that's what I wanted I would've got it the first night I met you"

Me:" don't be so confident"

Amaru:" you don't think I could've" he licks his lips at me I put my head down cuz when he does that to me I feel all bubbly inside. I shake my head no

Amaru:" I think I could... I ain't try cuz I got respect for you but believe it or not I love you already that's why I won't let you just walk away from me"

Me:" I love you too"

And I mean it I do love this boy.

Amaru:" ima marry you some day we gonna have kids together"

I kiss him and wraps his arms around me and everything's feels right at the moment

Amaru's POV

Chilling with Camren is fun. I mean everything I said I do love her and we gunna get married. but for right now I'm 15 and young I'm not ready to settle down. so after I dropped Cam off at home I picked up Shona she a cool girl too she ain't as smart ass Camren but she's a ride or die type bitch. she will do anything for me plus she's down to give me sex anytime I ask.

Shona:" do you love me"

Me:" huh"

Shona:" do you love me? we've been doing this for Idk how long and then there's always another girl I love you"

Me:" of course I love you I mess with other girls just because but you the one I want to be with"

Shona:" really?"

Me:" yea"

I lie to this girl just cause I can her stupid ass believe anything I say. I hate bitches like her don't have a mind for themselves