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I talk with this person, sometimes, not the same one as before, and they are really cool! But they often want to do sexual things or stuff like that and I just wanted a friend. This started when I met them, and back then I was okay with it, to a point. like I was okay with them talking about it and stuff. but now, everytime I talk to them I'm feeling uncomfortable, afraid, guilty, and just plain not happy.
I'm uncomfortable because of the most common topic, afraid because I dont want to say anything to them, because they are my friend, guilty because I have my nana, and I'm not happy, but there's nothing I can do about it because I want to be their friend and not do that yucky stuff and I dont want to push them away because they have started to depend on me, but only every week or so we talk and I just cant because I just want to be little and happy not uncomfortable and afraid.
Please help me.


I'm going to try to talk to nana about this because i need to talk to someone

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