Playboy

10

Sam
I wake up with the feeling of loneliness, Colby and I hate each other, Kat and I are done, the roommates won't talk to me, I'm just alone. I check my phone to see what people are up to and I see two texts from Katrina, what does she want?

Kat
Hey Sam...we haven't talked in a while and you know...you're my boyfriend so can we hang out today?

Kat
And I'm sorry about what happened between you and Colby..I'm sure things will get better soon.

I question myself...first of all, did I ever tell her that I'm gay? And second of all, did I tell her about our fight? I scroll down and read other messages.

Me
Hey Kat ik you probably don't give a shit but I just punched a hole in the wall and I'm crying into an ice cream container with all my lights off....help.
Sent on Saturday 11/24/18

Me
Colby and got into a huge fight....I think our friendship is over....I may or may not have called him a whore and a lying cunt wad. Now I'm crying alone again.
Sent on Sunday 11/25/18

It's only been a day since I sent that, ok. I text her back.

Me
Kat...I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner but...I'm gay. 😬 and thanks for making me feel a little better about the whole fight...I need it.

After I send it I put my phone down and open my door, I make my way to Colby's room, I knock on the door. "Who is it?" I hear him say. "You're best friend in the whole world that is completely sorry for everything he said and did to you." I say, the door opens, I look at Colby, his inner eyes were purple. "Colby your eyes..." He shushes me. "I know I look like a raccoon, now can you come in?" He says, I walk in and sit on the couch, Colby sits on the bed and puts his head in his hands. "Sam...I'm sorry for-." I cut him off. "No, I'm sorry, I'm the one that said things that shouldn't have been said and getting mad at you for no reason." I say, I truly am sorry. "I forgive you, but if I were to tell you that jake and I had sex last night would get mad?" He asks, I don't know why I get so pissed off when he has sex with other people, I just do. "No..." I say quickly, I felt my tears coming back for me, I get choked up and start to cry, Colby rolls his eyes and shakes his head. "I knew it...I fucking knew it...you know what just leave." He says, I cry harder. "Sam I don't understand why you get so mad when I hook up with other people! It's like you're trying to keep me away from them! You're clingy....too clingy!" He yells, I cry even harder. "Fuck off! It's not like you fucking love me anyway, your ho ass goes and fucks a different person every fucking night! I know that we never made things official I'm not retarded, we had a thing and I thought you were gonna commit to it, but no...you had to go and be a fucking playboy and fuck with my feelings! I mean seriously Colby your acting like a whore!" I yell, he gets up. "You know you are really starting to get on my bad side." He says, I cry again. "That's twice now you called me that...I'm NOT a whore....and I'm not trying to be a bitch about this but it hurts when someone you would literally slit your wrists for calls you something like that." He says, I flip him off and get up, I cry as I walk to the door, before I leave Colby grabs my shirt and nails me in the face, I cry so hard that I basically start screaming, Colby looks at me in astonishment and guilt. "S-Sam I-I didn't mean to.....you just..dammit." He says, I sit and cry. "Col-Colby why did you do that?" I cry, he sits down next to me and pulls me close to his chest, I continue to cry as he hugs me. "I'm sorry Sam, I really deep down inside did not mean to do that, you just.....you got me extremely mad to the point where a couldn't hold back." He says, I look at my hand, it has blood on it, I look up at Colby. "You made me bleed." I say through light tears that we're trying to go away, he picks me up and we go into the bathroom, he puts me on the sink and cleans off my face with a wet rag. "Sam...I just want you to know that I do love you, I love you more than I love myself, and I will protect you in any situation and I would let myself die before you in any given scenario. It's just this past week you've tested my patients and....it shows, I'm sorry." He says, I look up at him. "It's ok....I know I can be a dick head sometimes." I say, he smiles and plays with my hair. "Nothing is hurt right?" He asks, I shake my head, I hop off of the sink and jump into his arms, we smile at each other. "Am I being too clingy?" I ask, he shakes his head. "No." He says, I lean down, I hesitate at first, but then I kiss him, it feels amazing to finally get that taste in my mouth again, the taste of blue raspberry vape juice....yeah.....weird, but I like it. "Im not fucking around with anyone but you today." He says, I smile, he puts me down and locks the door, he then pushes me down and starts making out with me, as my tongue explores him I hear my phone go off, we stop for a breather. "Who is it?" He asks, I check, it was Kat. "I'll answer her later, I told her that I'm gay." I say. "Ok." He says, I grab his face and kiss him roughly, as we kiss I take off his hoodie, he takes off my shirt, I try and untie his pants but he pushes my hands away and laughs, I whine. I reach for the tie again, he gasps, and gets on my lap, I see that he popped a boner, I untie them and take them off, he laughs. "Little sneak." He says laughing, I laugh as he takes off my pants, I lay down on the floor, he palms me, I get a boner. "Fuck." I say, he takes off my underwear and preps, I wrap my legs around him as he slips inside me, I try and conceal my pleasure for the sake of our sleeping roommates. Once he's in I look at him, I can't stop looking at him, he's just so pretty and after all these days of fighting I've never wanted something more. He begins pumping me, I groan a little as I get used to him. I then feel him biting at my neck, I moan. "Faster." I say, he goes faster, he feels so good. This feels so good, he starts thrusting roughly, I stiffen a little from pain until it turns to pleasure. I feel precum...oh god. "Colby I'm gonna...Ah!" I cum, he pulls out and licks up my mess. "You taste so good." He says, I try to catch my breath. "What are you tired?" He asks, also out of breath, he nods. "I did all the work, you shouldn't be tired at all." I laugh. "I think my bones broke we went so hard." He says, I sit up and put my boxers on. I can tell he has a head ache from his body language, he still never told me how he hit his head. "Do you wanna go and lay down, I can tell you don't feel good." I say, he nods. "Yeah let me get a shower first though." He says. "Ok." I say, I put my clothes on and kiss him before leaving, as I walk out Aaron laughs. "I guess you two are good now?" He says, I look up at him as I put my shirt on. "Yeah, we're fine." I say, I run upstairs to my room and lay in bed, I can still feel his skin all over me, having sex with him is always a good choice.