Chapter 38: Insane

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Doctor: "Mianhae Y/N for your loss"

I fall to the ground in pain
In my heart and stomach

Doctor: "Y/N! NURSE THE STITCHES HAVE BECOME UNDONE. GO TO THE OPERATION ROOM"

Everything blacks out

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My eyes feel heavy as I urge them to open

Ughhhhhhhh everything hurts
My eyes adjust to the bright hospital light
A doctor is examining my wounds

Doctor: "He/She is awake"

He yells out the door
Eui and Gukdoo run in and stand over me

Eui: "Y/N are you alright!?"

Gukdoo: "We were so scared"

Eui slaps me

Eui: "You are honesty SO dumb! You just got out of an operation and you run across the hospital"

Y/N: "Mianhae Unnie...."

Eui: "We....heard about....your child"

She suddenly pulls me into her arms
We start sobbing together

Gukdoo starts shaking uncontrollably
He's also crying

Eui: "I'm so so sorry Y/N"

Y/N: "How am I going to tell Chae this when she wakes up...."

I start bawling my eyes out
I don't care who sees my vulnerable side anymore

The doctor walks in and awkwardly stands at the doorway

Doctor: "Um- Y/N you are not permitted to walk around without assistance or a wheelchair. But you can be discharged in about 1 week"

I jump out of my bed
I grab onto his shoulder and shake him

Y/N: "How's my Rosie?! Is she ok?"

He pushes me back to the bed and adjusts his tie again

Doctor: "Y/N you cannot get out of your bed. As for your wife, her heart stopped around 2 days ago while she was in a coma...so we are not sure at the moment"

WHAT?!
FIRST I LOSE MY CHILD AND NOW CHAE?.....


























i-i--i cant deal with this anymore






























I fall into my pillow and start bawling my eyes out
Eui pats my back































Something inside me snaps






















She doesn't understand WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW





















SHE still has a perfect family
SHE still has her husband
SHE didn't lose her child











I get up quickly

Y/N: "Eui please leave, you too Gukdoo"

Gukdoo: "What?....."

Y/N: "I SAID LEAVE!"

Eui: "Y/N! Don't do this...don't push us away. WE LOVE YOU"

Y/N: "YOU DONT KNOW MY PAIN! YOU DONT KNOW ALL THE SHIT IM GOING THROUGH! YOU DONT UNDERSTAND"

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