love at 15

A long and deep nap

12:20pm
Finn:hi *he kisses you and you smile*
You take his hand:let's go *you go to your room and sit on your bed*
Finn:what did you..have to tell me?
Y/n:I'll warn you, it's hard to say and I won't be able to look into your eyes even if what I'm about to tell you is true and not a..joke
Finn:oh what's wrong? *he takes your hand*
Y/n:uhm..I don't even know where to start *you smile and lower your head*
Y/n:uhm..Tuesday my dad told us that since he works with Lauren's dad, their boss proposed them another job
Y/n:and he said that he could lose his job if he didn't accept it
Finn:but at least it's better or not?
Y/n:yes, it is..he said it would be a big deal
Y/n:but the thing is that..if he accepted, and he has to so he will..we all are gonna...we are gonna..*you are trying to keep from crying*
Finn:y/n tell me *you can't say it*
Y/n:we are gonna move to Bristol, in England next Sunday *You feel tears falling down your face and raise your head*
Finn:I wish I could not believe you
Y/n:I wish it too
He is about saying something but you hug him
Y/n:I'm really sorry, i don't know why it had to happen to us *you detach from the hug and look at him*
He is about crying:maybe because we were too happy
He cleans your tears:but don't feel guilty because it's not your fault
Y/n:it is because I can't imagine how you will behave after this
Finn:but it has already happened once-
Y/n:no finn this time is different
Y/n:we've been together for almost 9 months and we shared everything
Y/n:and I've loved you every single day
Y/n:and knowing that all this will end kills me
Y/n:and I don't even know how to tell the others so I want you and Wyatt to do it
Y/n:because I don't want to feel like this again-
Finn:stop crying please I can't see you like this
Y/n:Finn...talk to Wyatt please
Finn:I will but you need to rest now..
Y/n:no don't go.. *he gets up from the bed*
Finn:baby I'll make sure that everything will be alright but please..promise me that you'll rest up
You nod:okay, I promise you *he leans to kiss you and then leaves your room*
After a little while you hear closing the door from downstairs and think that maybe he is right about the fact that you are too stressed and you need to rest up so you turn off the notifications on your phone, turn off the lights and rest your head on the pillow

5pm
You wake up and see a lot of messages and missed calls from Finn, Lauren and Wyatt and you think that it's a little bit weird
By the way you go downstairs and prepare a tea
Lauren calls you and you quickly respond
Lauren:y/n what is going on here??
Y/n:I just woke up so give me a second for realising what I did
Y/n:okay uhm..I told finn about that thing and I cried until falling asleep and I also told him that I wanted him to tell that to the others cause I didn't have the guts. I wanted to call you but I told you..I fell asleep
Y/n:and now I'm so sorry..for everything
Lauren:thank god that I talked to Wyatt too and I was in the same situation as you so I understand..
Y/n:but when I woke up I saw a lot of messages and missed calls, what happened?
Lauren:well..when you were sleeping they told them so...
Y/n:wait..today?
Lauren:yes..I suggest you to call finn
Y/n:yes uhm..I'll call him
Lauren:bye
Y/n:bye *you hang up*
You text finn:"Finn I just talked with Lauren and she told me everything"
He reads the message and calls you
You answer:Finn!
Finn:first of all..chill!
Y/n:I am! What-
Finn:I talked to Wyatt and Lauren was okay with it
Finn:we told them but we'll talk about it later, not on the phone
Y/n:yes, okay
Finn:do you want me to come over now?
Y/n:no I..uhm..I have a lot of things to think about and...after dinner? *he sighs*
Finn:yes, of course
Finn:but I want you to be good
Y/n:I'll be good, Finn
Y/n:I just need to be alone for a while
Finn:yes, I love you
Y/n:I love you too *he hangs up*

9:30pm
You are sit on your chair, waiting for Finn
After a little while he knocks at your window so you open it
You smirk:hey
Finn:baby *he kisses your head*
Y/n:what do they say?
Finn:I told them that you didn't feel like to do it and they understood. As we expected it's displeased to everyone and we decided that jack is having a party Friday and of course you can't miss
Y/n:oh...okay *you lower your head*
Finn:is everything okay?
Y/n:yes, I mean..*you shrug*
Finn:do you want me...to stay? *you look at him for a little while*
Y/n:just until I fall asleep if you want
Finn:yes, of course
You look away and make a sad face
Finn:hey..what's wrong? *you shake your head*
Finn:come on..! *you shrug*
Finn:I've never seen you like this..
He sighs:y/n, you're the most important thing to me in the world
You look at him:you are too
Finn:Then please! Talk to me
Y/n:Finn I..I don't feel very well
He approaches you:what do you mean?
Y/n:I've been having too many bad thoughts all day
You sigh:my head is throbbing, I have such a bad bellyache and I'm tired as fuck
Finn:and why are you only saying this now?
Y/n:cause I thought it stopped..
Y/n:but I'm going mad
Finn:this thing must stop
He takes your hand:I'll take care of you
He makes you stand up from the chair and takes your pyjamas from under the pillow.
He undresses you and puts you on your pyjamas
Then he makes you lie on your bed and lies next to you
You turn in the other side and he starts to massage your belly gently

Friday, 11am
You are having breakfast with your family
Y/m:I think that..we should start to prepare the luggages today so later you guys should take out the wardrobe *she says looking at you and Freddie*
Y/n:mom *sadly air*
Y/m:what's wrong y/n?
Y/n:I don't know if I wanna keep many things that..you know..can I talk to you for a moment?
Y/m:sure *you go to your room and she follows you*
Y/n:starting over is hard for me and it's more difficult to have to keep things that accompanied me in this years, do you get what I'm saying?
She looks at you with a sorry air:yes but it's not normal getting rid-
Y/n:I have to start over and I wanna do it well. I don't wanna have the same thought every time that I look at my wardrobe choosing what to wear. I'm not saying that I wanna forget what has been because it's inevitable but..help me to do it partly..
Y/n:we can give that stuff to other people or..to the charity I donne know-
Y/m:I can't understand how you feel but I'll try
Y/m:and I wanna talk to dad before taking this your decision
Y/n:okay but..please let it be a yes
Y/m:I'll try but now you have to take off some stuff from your wardrobe
You make a little smile:okay *she smiles and leaves your room*

F☕️:"8:30 at the door for tonight?❤️"

"yes❤️"

F☕️:"what are you doing❤️?"

"nothing special, you?❤️"

F☕️:"nothing special too❤️"

-the both of you are lying-

7:30pm
You go to the bathroom and take a shower, then you go back to your room and find a box
You go downstairs and ask to your mom why there is a big box in your room
Y/n:mom did you bring that box in my room?
Y/m:yes because there was your name on it but I don't know who sent it and what's inside
Y/n:oh okay but it's for me
Y/n:yes, I guess

You go to your room and close the door. You open the box and see...