love at 15

"Goodbye"

3pm
You three are in the basement, nick and Finn are playing fortnite, talking to you
You check the time on the phone and see that it's 3, so it's time to go
Y/n:guys..*they both look at you*
Y/n:it's 3pm and I..should go
Nick:now?! *Finn is looking at you with a sadly air and you look at him with a sorry air*
Y/n:yea..now *moment of silence*
Finn gets up from the chair, takes your hand and walks you out

Y/n:and nick? *you say looking behind you*
Finn:y/n listen to me
Finn:This is the last day, or better, the last moment that we see each other. I love you *you look away biting your lips to avoid crying*
Finn raises his voice:Look at me! look at me!*you move your look on him*
Finn:I love you and and i can't help it
Y/n:Finn why are you behaving like this? *disappointed face*
Finn:what do you mean? Can't I say that I'm in love with you and that I will think about you for the rest of the next days?!
Y/n:okay and with this? Don't you think that I will think about you the night, at school, at home. Don't you understand that I will remember this moment? we promised that we will continue to live our live-
Finn:yes of course, like all this hadn't happen right? All the moment that we spent together *he grabs your wrist*,the laughs, the night before leaving LA, the first time we met, all the parties, the fights, the nights spent together, our fist time *you feel a tear down your face so you clean it quickly*
Y/n:stop..
Finn:stop what? Remember the best part of my life?
Then he looks at you shaking his head:no...I can't.
Y/n:I perfectly know what would happen if you don't forget, and you know it too
Finn:yes I know but..I don't even want to try to think that it's really over. I will never accept it and I will pass all days thinking about it
Y/n:Stop! This is killing me! All this sucks and I know it! But we can't do anything about it. We have to accept it and look ahead
Finn:y/n I don't want to be without you! I can't!
Y/n:Please shut up! I don't wanna spend the time on the plane trying to clean my tears before my parents notice that I'm suffering a lot
Finn:and what about me? The school, my career, the guys-
Y/n:in fact! You must look ahead and forget me! You have to forget me
He shakes his head:I don't forget you easily
Y/n:I know that yesterday I told you that I won't forget you, and it's true, I won't
Y/n:but I have to try not to look at something and remember of you. I will try not to see the posts where I'll be tagged on of you, of me and of the guys *He is biting is lips trying to keep from crying*
Finn:I hope the things will be better than we expected
Y/n:me too.. *he is keeping his head down, still biting his lips but you can see tears in his eyes*
Y/n:Finn why are we behaving like this? We shouldn't. Yesterday we talked before saying goodbye. That was a goodbye. I don't wanna leave you with the thought that you won't be the same as before. It would kill me, really
He raises his face:what should I say? That I'm sorry we met? I'm sorry I asked you out the first time? *you look up and your tears are falling* that I'm sorry I asked you to come into my life?
Y/n:and I'm sorry I let you in then
Finn:we talk about it as it was a mistake *tears are falling down his face*
Y/n:knowing you wasn't a mistake, loving you was *he is still crying*
Y/n:and this is the worst goodbye, I preferred the last one
He tries to kiss you but you shake your head making a sad smile
Y/n:I just want you to know that I don't regret anything, I would do it all again if I knew it hadn't finished like this
Y/n:goodbye Finn, you're the best thing happened in my life *you walk towards home*
Finn:don't let me go home like this *he yells*
Y/n:like this? *you make a sad smile, still crying and go towards him*
He sighs:didn't you want to give me the last kiss?
Y/n:Finn please stop!
Finn:y/n..
You sigh and look into his eyes. You smile for a second and he takes your cheeks. You look at his lips and he leans in. Then he kisses you and you kiss him back
After that you caress his cheek and smile looking into his eyes:goodbye Finn..
Finn:goodbye y/n..
You lower your face and walk home
You can't stop crying but you try to hide it, you turn back your face once still pacing and see that finn is standing there with the head down low

You arrive at home, leave your bag on the floor and run upstairs. You close the door of your room and sink on your bed crying
After a while your mom comes to your room and sits on the bed with you. You are turned in the other side, trying to keep from crying while she is caressing your cheek but you keep failing and almost screaming with grief

Then you get up and clean your tears:I'm fine
Y/m:you left him I suppose
Y/n:yes but don't think about that, I'm fine and he understood
Y/m:I feel so guilty, we shouldn't-
Y/n:mom please, hearing these things from you is the worst thing after the talk that I had with him before
Y/m:you cried..look at yourself
Y/n:I said I'm fine, I needed to let off steam
Suddenly Freddie comes in with your dad
Freddie:are you okay? *he says coming towards you*
You smile and look at him:I'm trying to be
Y/n:but uhm..*you clean your tears* I need to finish to pack so..*you look at your mom*
Dad:I left something that I thought you should keep, I know you wanted to get rid of everything but..I tried the best
You smile at him:you did well..
Your mom gets up from the bed:come on Freddie *he looks at you and you smile at him*
Then they leave your room and you close the door. You notice that your dad left the cd, the Gucci's dress, some bikinis and outfits and the other stuff has gone to charity.
You realise that he threw away the beautiful bunch of flowers that Finn gave you for your birthday and the rose for 6 months that you kept. You feel a tear falling down your face and clean it quickly. You take a long breathe and finish to pack the suitcase

5pm
You get ready and bring your luggage downstairs
Y/m:Lauren's family will join us at the airport
Y/n:okay..
Y/d:did you guys take everything?
Freddie:yes!
Y/d:also your charges?
Y/n:oh god! I forgot it! I'm sorry, wait up
You go upstairs and open your room's door
Y/n:wow..*you whisper*
You see the walls empty and just the mirror, the desk with its chair, the bed and a row of wardrobe
Trivially all those things remind you of him
You shake your head and take your charger
Then you go downstairs and join your family
Y/m:taken?
Y/n:taken
Y/d:perfect..we can go now
You take your suitcase and go outside with Freddie. You open the car door and give a look at Finn's house. You smile and then get in the car

*on the airplane*

You sit at the window, next to Lauren and Freddie. You put your earphones on and your favourite playlist with songs that remind you of the best moments with the group and you think..how is him now? What is he doing? Is he still playing video games? Is he in his room? Is he thinking about me? Does he hate me now? Has he gone out? Did I really break his heart? How is breaking finn wolfhard's heart? And what about Millie? The girls..
Are they hanging out in this moment? Are they talking bout me and L?

Lauren:you can't stop thinking about him, right?
You turn your head to her and make a sad smile nodding. She makes a smirk and holds your wrist. Then she rests her head on your shoulder and you rest yours over her head
Y/n:L? *she raises her head and looks at you*
Y/n:is Freddie sleeping? *she looks at him and nods at you*
Y/n:well..uhm..maybe you don't wanna talk about it but..are you and Wyatt still together?
Lauren:yes, we didn't break up for the distance but I'm gonna miss him so much tho
Lauren:like you and finn right?
Y/n:you mean..if we are still together?
Lauren:yes..you are
You shake your head and make a sad smirk
Lauren:really?
Y/n:yes we..thought that breaking up was the right thing to do instead of..risking to suffer too much...
Lauren:damn y/n I'm sorry..*she looks at you with a sorry air*
Y/n:never mind..he will forget about me and I will forget about him..sooner or later..so..
Lauren:well..actually I hope this won't happen..I mean..you two are finn and y/n..got it? It can't be over
Y/n:but it is
She makes a sorry smile:can I borrow you a earphone?
You smile:sure *you give her a earphone and she rests back her head on your shoulder*

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