Ahh i feel like crying rn.
I just want someone to love me and hold me and care for me.
I dont want someone to get jealous cause i talk to other people more than them i want trust in the relationship.
I want us to have our own little things.
I dont want things to move too fast.
I just want you to accept me for me, accept my pace during it, and accept what i tell you.
No matter how weird.
I just want a relationship like that.
I dont want one where you kiss me then run off without asking if it was okay to kiss me.
I dont want you gripping my inner thigh when you're sitting next to me.
I dont want you to run your hamds up and down my body infront of others and in private, it makes me feel uncomfortable and unsafe.
I want you to ask before doing something to me.
I want random acts of giving gifts infront of others.
I want those little birthday calls and face times.
I want what you see on TV.
But i know.
I know that will never happen.
