you inspire me

Let it all out

~Danny's POV~

the next day i walk in looking like a compleate mess i was in sweat pants and a baggy jumper i had my hair in a pony tail and i could see the bags under my eyes i was up all night crying Kurt he had to go home his dad called i told him he could go but being alone made me hurt 100 times more i was just not ready to do anything eat, do my hair, makeup get changed as i walk into the club room everyone gasps "holy crap you said she was ok!" Santana yells to Kurt who looked just as shoked "she wasnt this bad when i left" he tells her she runs over and pulls me into a hug and sits me down looking me over "we can fix this ill do your makeup Brit can do your hair..." she cut off by Quinn leaning over "i have some spear cloths in my locker" she adds "we will patch you up after class" Santana tells me "im fine just need some time to think" i tell her she nods i still blame myself for all this 'my' boyfried did this to 'my' brother who was protceting 'my' best frined as they all took part in 'my' plan i could feel my tears coming on again but i hold them back and to top it all off Sebastain hasnt called, texted or come to see me after it happend he knows how much Blaine means to me i see Mr. Shu walk in "In all my years as a teacher and a student, I have never known a slushee to do that kind of damage" Mr. Shu says "That's 'cause it wasn't a normal slushee, Mr. Shue. There was stuff in it, rocks or something. He wanted to do that damage" Finn tells Mr. Shu i could feel the gilt climing more and more "Well, unless you have proof that he tampered with the slushee the police aren't interested in getting involved" Mr. Shu tells us hes right we do need proof "Sebastian is evil" Kurt says and looks at me "Danny im sorry but he needs to be expelled" Kurt says looking at me i opend up fully last night about me and Sebastain and he wasnt happy about it i still love him i really do but he hurt my brother and this was the worst thing you could do to me "Look, Figgins and I spoke to Dalton's headmaster. They're opening up an investigation. So, guys, I'm telling you, please let the system handle this one" Mr. Shu says they wont do anything Sebastain is one of the best students in the school they will baile him out and the bad guy will win again..."No. Dalton's old-school, Mr. Shu they're not gonna turn their backs on one of their own we need payback" Artie says "An eye for an eye" Mike adds i dont want to Blind him i just want him to see what he did wrong feel the pain both me and Blaine are going though right now "No. I have a zero-tolerance policy for violence, of any kind. That's not how we do things" Mr. Shy tells us "No, we sing, and that's all we ever do" Artie mumbles he right we never fight back we let them walk all over us make us feel bad make us the weak ones and im getting sick of it i dont want to be the weak little girl who always takes the high road its all iv ever done "Do you want to get disqualified from Regionals?" Mr. Shu asks "I don't know about you guys but i dont give a fuck about Regionals" i growl shocking everyone i stand up its time i came clean "my brother got hurt because of my stupid plan by my stupid boyfriend Sebastain!" i tell them everyone but Kurt, Rachel, Sam and Quinn look suprised "i so called it" Puck adds Quinn glears at him "no hes right yes i hid the fact that iv been dating him for months and i hid it from everyone i broke the one rule me and Blaine set up beacuse for once a guy was intrested in me for who i was he wanted to spend time with me made me feel wanted made me feel pretty as if i was the only girl in the world i was selfish and now i feel like the worst team mate, bestfriend and worst of all the worst sister in the world" i tell them they all gave me a look not of anger of suprise i turn to Mr. Shu "iv spent all this time being the bigger man letting people walk all over me hurt me slush me im done!" i snap my tears where falling hard i couldnt hold them back anymore "I get how upsetting this is for you Danny but... " i cut Mr. Shu "No, you don't" i tell him and walk out of the club room i needed some time to myself just me 

Danny: I've gotta keep the calm before the storm I don't want less, I don't want more Must bar the windows and the doors To keep me safe, to keep me warm Yeah, my life is what I'm fighting for Can't part the sea, can't reach the shore And my voice becomes the driving force I won't let this pull me overboard

*i sing while walking though the school on my own i didnt care if people where looking at me i just wanted to clear my head and this was the best way i could think of doing just that*

Danny: God, keep my head above water Don't let me drown, it gets harder I'll meet you there, at the altar As I fall down to my knees Don't let me drown, drown, drown Don't let me, don't let me, don't let me drown

*i end up at the footbal feild i clime to the top of the bleachers*

Danny: So pull me up from down below Cause I'm underneath the undertow Come dry me off and hold me close I need you now, I need you most

*as i sing i hug myself as my mind goes though everyone in the club and Sebastian*

Danny: God, keep my head above water Don't let me drown, it gets harder I'll meet you there, at the altar As I fall down to my knees Don't let me drown, drown, drown Don't let me, don't let me, don't let me drown Don't let me drown, drown, drown Don't let me, don't let me, don't let me drown Keep my head above water, above water

*i slide down so i was now sitting down i run my fingers though my hair taking it out of the pony tail*

Danny: And I can't see, in the stormy weather I can't seem, to keep it all together And I, I can't swim, the ocean, like this forever And I can't breathe

*i feel more tears fall from my eyes as i continue to sing*

Danny: God, keep my head above water I lose my breath, at the bottom Come rescue me, I'll be waiting I'm too young to fall asleep God, keep my head above water Don't let me drown, it gets harder I'll meet you there, at the altar As I fall down to my knees Don't let me drown Don't let me, don't let me drown Don't let me drown Don't let me, don't let me drown Don't let me drown Don't let me, don't let me drown Keep my head above water, above water

when i finish i begin to cry into my hands i just felt alone like no one was going to help me though this Blaine was in the hospital Sebastian was pissing me off and no matter how hard he trys Kurt hates the fact im with Sebastian Rachel has her own problems right now i feel arms wrap around me "its ok im here" Sam's voice says i cry harder as he holds me closer "we wont let him get away with this no one is going to walk over you ever again i wont let them" he tells me i nod yes "come on lets get you cleaned up and back to the club room" he tells me i pull away and smile "thanks Sam" i tell him as he helps me up and we walk together